I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine I'm just tired I'm fine So done life I'm fine Even if its a white lie Oh im fine Don't care whatcha saying I'm just living my life Oh yeah I'm... I might be lying but at least I'm surviving I'm fine Think of suicide everyday, hoping that this pain will just fade the fuck away But I'm fine Yeah I got the doctor on the...Learn More

Oh I was flying Didn’t care if I was dying But now I’m scared cause the temperature is rising Think I went to far Don’t know how to get back Lord can you save me Oh god it’s not the time to laugh I know I did wrong and I learned from my sins But can you save me from this Cause I hear the devil cackling His plan something for my soul and I don’t...Learn More

They keep on pushing and pulling Then they tug on my strings Now they’re laughing at me cause I fell flat on my face After they torture me for hours tryna make me break No I won’t let you, no I won’t I’ll just say I'm not, I’m not your little toy I’m not, I’m not your little boy I’m not, I’m not your little maid Cause I’m not playing these silly...Learn More

For years, even before 2019 I always wore a mask Just to hide my true self Cause I had to pretend that everything was perfectly fine Even though in all reality I was dying on the inside People have told me though out my life to smile Even my therapist said if I showed my teeth more my life would be so much better (Better) (If I showed my teeth) No...Learn More

Think it’s funny How you say that you really love me Saying when you get shit together we will that Wonderful Beautiful Family (haha) Did you really think that I was that dumb 'Cause I was just playing so naïve And just because I'm a bottle blonde doesn't mean you should treat me this way Oh I just wanna know Did you even care? Or was all for...Learn More

You said that you will never leave my side That we were in this for are entire lives But then we grew old And that’s when you just let me go I was crashing and burning And you just stood there Told me to stop my crying Because it was ruining you (But guess what) But I don't care and so done You have treated me like trash for way to long So I'm...Learn More

Watching everyone laughing and living As I'm stuck in this house all day Having everybody telling me that I should move out and live on my own But every time when I try to leave It's always some damn catastrophe And somehow I wind up back at this fucking place I swear there's no escaping this hell hole Ohhh Got me trapped in this hell hole Got me...Learn More

Is this how it all ends As I fall off the ledge I close my eyes and say Goodbye Goodbye When I was a little kid I was always afraid Thinking that death was contently trying to kill me But now that I’m more mature I can see the real truth That people that were around me Were the ones tryna crucify me G-O-O-D-B-Y-E Oh Goodbye Goodbye To my poor...Learn More