Wrote stories with no purpose Going nowhere; into nothing Told to those who’d care less Protagonist’s address In the pushing and the pulling Of what we’re all doing here Opportunities to monologue Overruled my critical attack Listening with intention Just to cast a wall of force While learning every story A perspective change of sorts Us telling...Learn More

I want to be substantial Feel the effect of just a single word Is that too much to ask for? Coping with, intimate distractions Day in, day out Same parts, Two halves Killing myself over Meaningless words Intended to hurt Sticks and stones and I’m losing myself over A temporary home...Learn More

I’ve never smoked a day in my life But I bet the feeling’s the same Smothered in warmth; an elixir Depth of feeling when I hear my name Called in a voice, so saturated... With melody and calm A burning yet so familiar An addiction without qualm Killing me, ever so slowly Sweetly, evaporating Reminiscent, tracings Smoke on my jacket The feeling...Learn More

Uprooted; unbruised Worn in; worn through How many miles I slept In the backseat of a car A part of you was left behind The same day leaving scars I can remember those nights I spent Watching Lynch in bed Birthdays aren’t the same When things are forced to change Old familiar spaces; New pictures are set in the frames Finally realize, there’s no...Learn More

So here is what you stole from me My comfort and security A friendship once; now enmity A liar’s words you sold with ease I’m wishing you the best But hope the worst Still comes to you I hope you realize one day All the pain you put her through Can you move on someday And finally tell yourself the truth? There was nothing left to lose So you went...Learn More

What is left of everything Separation, 6 degrees Cost of life’s worst deprivation Loss of my own motivation To cope I’m not scared anymore Late nights Lost fights Constant thoughts of Fearing death is always knocking; Waiting for me just behind the door Truth in Conscious of turning myself into Someone so afraid of stagnant life I’m not scared...Learn More

You can ask me why I keep tripping over cracks Easy ones at that Those I forgot to fill Cut it any which way It’s my fault I get it You can witness my thoughts Tearing at me; Rip apart the hull It’s standing there so clearly In absolute fragility Arms outstretched Grasping for what’s next What the hell is wrong with me But I guess It’s enough To...Learn More

I want to feel the feelings People feel when they wake up Every morning with a purpose Followed by a morning cup Its been a mess for quite some time Keep it quiet; kept it in line Hoping one day I’ll find some relief For a headache I can’t seem to shake From me Is it true things are exactly what you want? There’s no bruise behind an emotional...Learn More

Tragedy Why can’t we be friends? You kept on taking When i just need to see Their face again Another funeral Another life is spent Keeping promises To someone who won’t know I did in the end The worst nights Are when I forget I can’t call you To let you know You’ll always be in my memory I guess I’ll stay home and I’ll give myself to sleep...Learn More

There were flowers in the field behind your house Arranged in patterned decadence Life was blooming all around Quiet and bare The thoughts that you shared “If I died today You think anyone would care?” Last night I dreamt That you hadn’t called Panic took the place of peace Sent me running down the hall Drove all night Pulled up to your house Fire...Learn More

Can You tell me This was always the plan? Organization To every last word that I read Every night I felt Wasn’t worth it A purpose that I lacked Was found in those verses I can’t deny, You’re always right It kills me to admit that The truth was never hard to find My eyes were only shut too tight I’ve been a mess for days More than the fingers I...Learn More

Can I keep pushing? Already lost feeling in both legs My arms are dead And my brain, I’m sure is next Will I remember to Make it all official With all my friends This year the changes I’ll make The differences I’ll endure Just to be somebody new Pretend every choice is a choice I’m happy to make Is it true? And you’ll see through the Face that I...Learn More