Grab the shovel outside Your eyes flicker like matches well play with the flames Flying sparks Promise to take you on another ride Watch your small movements watch veins fall split white open again Grab the shovel outside Your eyes flicker like matches well play with the flames Flying sparks Traversing failing buildings always falling down faster...Learn More

I struggle to keep my thinking straight But pharmaceuticals cloud my head again Sense of consistency spring cherry blossom tree I used to climb and climb pure with ease Chopped down but I keep on growing Chopped down without my knowing Remember when I reached the bottom 12 feet deep in a pool of uncertainty You pulled up to the top so I can...Learn More

I look outside my window For saturation and shapes to distract me White cold sensation melting in my skin It’s not working this time Don’t waste your time harping on the fact that something could be so wrong Don’t let your aches and pains bog you down you’re more to them then they are too you Don’t waste your time harping on the fact that...Learn More

I said meet me on the inside of the park You led and I followed transient through the sick dark Nothing better for you take my hand well have a little part I can trust now, lets follow and restart If he feels so lucky you shouldn't give him time of day We'll all feel so stuck here nothing left to wash away...Learn More

Another late night in your dad’s house We decided to lay everything out Pitch black waves on the Chesapeake You barely talk I hear you speak Nod to me Stick with me Don't leave me For the first time things start to make sense You helped me finally understand myself Nod to me Stick with me Don't leave me I know you know how much you mean to me,...Learn More

It’s been a long time coming 17 whole years of being unaware But I think, yes I know I’m finally here I’m finally here Growing up leaving home cutting every relationship Getting rid of the few things that keep from busting off the walls into a pool of nothing A pool of nothing But the time won’t stop moving in and I keep on catapulting To a place...Learn More

Incase you wonder, why things are this way, ( i too ask myself) Incase you've stuttered, and held on to a moment too long Watch your past self, yell and fell warmth underneath your skin Ill reclude to the place, that we first met in Mom walking with her son Seven sitting worker men Old butcher will chop just fine Hopes his son will make it...Learn More

Ignore those guys you know they don't mean well, their private hell Follow yourself because you think you know whats best, a narcissist Felt my self drift through the walls into the hallway Felt your presence shake me standing high in the shower Back on top again rush of warmth, down your arms Fall back and down and search for friends, in low...Learn More