Anxiety hits me when I’m down Anxiety hits you when you’re not There is this restlessness, a constant ache That we try to underplay but anxiety always hits And I’m pained by your beauty, and yet you’re still You still enjoy the pain. You hold still I’m caught inside eulogies. I envy your scars How wonderful they all seem from here In all my...Learn More

I see you blurred in my own reflections My mirror functions as nostalgia It’s like you’re standing right next to me getting my coat on But then it hits My niece is playing with action figures I wanna be five again Race in the rain again with my brother and the neighborhood, hearing you call us in That’s when it hits, longing for you Thought I saw...Learn More

Next to your machine, I was I couldn’t awake you somehow Something in me knew Something in you tried to plunder Almost as a dream, I twitch Holding back a sigh, I shiver Go on it’s alright, dad whispers I kneeled down and felt you breathe Breathe Next to your machine, I was I couldn’t awake you somehow Breathing at your pace Faith lies on that...Learn More