I think I've officially become numb I've built the numbs around my heart so high it's dumb 'Cause I'm not willing to take a risk If no one's allowed inside then we can coexist But I won't exist when you're in me I won't be missed unless my head would let my heart finally bleed I just wish my head would let my heart finally bleed I'm afraid of...Learn More

Started working out almost every day Cut the drinking down except for Saturdays Cook and cleaning now Rice and veggies on my plate Took the mirrors down Still don't like seeing my face But I'm only getting better No more crying myself to sleep Putting in effort Maybe next year I'll be healthy Trying to get better No more crying myself to sleep I'm...Learn More

I've been waiting for a triumphant return But now I'm realizing the bridges that I've burned Pretentious monologues and lack of all concern For anyone besides myself, the introvert I know that I tend to be selfish, sometimes But you are so fine I think I'm changing my mind It's been awhile since someone's made me smile So if you're inclined, I...Learn More

Losing sight of what's important Solitary nights out on this porch step Dreading time spent out in public But when did this house become so damn silent? What’s the point of this existence? Am I just floating in the distance? I don't know if I'll be fine It’s all just a matter of time It's all just a matter of time It's all just a matter of time At...Learn More

I need to get offline (Before I lose my damn mind) I need to go outside (And finally see the sunshine) I've been holed up for weeks in my bedroom Reminiscing bout when life was in full bloom I thought it was supposed to be springtime But the blizzard in my mind says otherwise I need to get offline (Before I lose my damn mind) I need to go...Learn More

Every time I think I've finally had a breakthrough I get high just to unwind 'til my thoughts drift towards you "Give it a day" I say, attempting to be logical But there's no way that I can stay away That's just how it goes That's just how it goes Just how it goes Just how it goes Every time I put my heart on the line I think, "this time it'll be...Learn More