And as the sun rises I stand up and embrace a new day without me I look at my dead body lying at my feet I sigh and reminescence: this is what I leave behind Physically My mother, maybe father and sister as well Old loves, enemies, unfinished things All of this is left behind as well as my questions, insecurities, my mistakes My pain Is it more...Learn More

In my head the many echoes of what I said Uncertain what is was or is The sun rises once more, I witness: the warmth, the ray, flinching void I'm still alive, contrary to my plans, it did not feel right, something I might miss I don't know what will be next time, but for now, I I'm returning home...Learn More

I lay on my back, gaze at the stars Reminescence my old ways and wars Dead eyes see no future but echoes and endings The map I've drawn in details I can't follow, it overflows me upon my fails Formed by past Deformed now Damned to be So I end up running in circles, infinite I may never escape and admit: this is it If everything falls apart,...Learn More

We hurt myself, 'cause we can't feel Thoughts, music, alcohol, memories as well We are far beyond the point of care From where I can see – we never were A needle tied to a wooden strip, bare skin As the needle impacts, a sharp pain I know first hand it almost leaves no marks Healed within a week, slight bruises No scars and for better or worse no...Learn More

This is your only live Every scar you obtain will last as long as you do Nothing you do can be undone There is no savegame, no rewind, no second try Only the sober reality Your every mistake is part of you, haunting you You can never escape Nor undo Every moment you waste, every chance you screw up is gone forever and nothing will make it worth it,...Learn More

The warmth under the sheets Slowly and calmly your heart beats I hear you breathe, I feel your skin What a perfect moment to be in My starring wakes you up, drowsy You look at me, nearing, smiling Eyes shut, breathtaking beauty is all I see With dawn and it's twilight Thoughts drift to the night No eyes met, nothing said No fight, no...Learn More

The mask is cracking and reveals the rotten flesh underneath I can feel the edge, grasp it, breathe out, breath in, hold it; In one move try to tear it down It hurts It fucking hurts It hurts so bad Yet still there, tangling from the chin Blood all over the chest and my hands Feels like numbered days Put it back, rip it off or stay: will it...Learn More

When the sun dies on streets dry unforgotten the morning rain With the sun and all candles gone how can you tell in shadows you dwell? Before the upward fall, I stared at a wall Took what I could get: staring at silhouettes We are a problem pretending to be a solution and regardless being burdened with devotion and the motion of emotion, all the...Learn More

At doesn't kill you won't make you stronger but leaves you crippled in your blood I'm done with running I'm already gonna die tired Finally free, all weight parts Finally free, nothing that hurts Finally free, finally free With the last flame of my purgatory I was absolved of all my sins I consider myself forgiven Finally free, the end's all I...Learn More

The past is a puzzle, like a broken mirror As you piece it together, you cut yourself, your image keeps shifting And you change with it It could destroy you, drive you mad It could set you free...Learn More