'Cause every time you leave I feel alone It just isn’t the same when you're on the phone And I want to ask you to come home But I was afraid to need you 'Cause my heart’s in two spots at once And I can't keep making these jumps 'Cause I just shut down 'Cause I don't feel safe When you're not around I don't need my space I'm not afraid to need you...Learn More

Do you know what it feels like to be sick Do you know what it feels like to be scared To be so broken that you can't be fixed To be so damaged you're beyond repair Do you know what it feels like to find out that you were wrong That there is light inside That you didn't know you're strong That you can rise That you can rise That you can rise That...Learn More

You would let me slip away You just wanna have control Nobody makes no mistakes I could be your perfect girl And I'm not gonna close this door But it's not gonna stay ajar And someday you will be a before And someday this will feel so far 'Cause love's not gonna wait Love's not gonna wait Love's not gonna wait Love's not gonna wait Love's not...Learn More

If I thought I ever knew before then I was wrong And I take every single word back that I wrote in other songs For someone else cause I was young And I was dumb and scared to feel But I am shattered open baby And I know that this is real I feel Like everyone I've ever met was totally irrelevant And every second time well spent that led up to me in...Learn More

My house is vacant And oh my hands are shaking There is a light on If only I can make it Up to the first step In my head to let go I feel so naked I know that I can make it Someday I'm gonna get everything I want Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god And I swear that I’m gonna get everything I want Nothing feels like I want it and so I...Learn More

I don't sleep through the night Little dreams little fights You can take the soft way And I like 4 AM I can talk to my friends Shadows in the hallway Yeah and I feel alone Baby I always know That I chose the hard way And I like 4 AM I can talk to my friends Shadows in the hallway Wake up...Learn More

And I've got hell in my head And I've got death in my hands And all it takes is a breath I hope that you understand when I let you down I know I'll be sorry when I let you go Shattered in the aftermath of letting blood Killing all the time I put into my soul I know I'll be sorry when I (Hello?)...Learn More

I say I'm sorry when I don't mean it I just get worried you're gonna see it I take up too much space My breaths are just a waste I tell my storied like they are special I treat my body like it's a rental I take up too much space My breaths are just a waste, of oxygen [Instrumental break] I said I loved you, you never said it If you move on, then...Learn More

I wanna show you What's in my heart But when I told you I fell apart And I don't know you Like I should But I could take you To my neighborhood And I could show you Where I grew up And tell you secrets About why I'm messed up And if you let me I probably would Take you back To my neighborhood...Learn More

I think I was grown up a real long time ago but I feel like it's high school when you hit my phone up I just don't get nervous but baby when we first kissed My world started changing and now I'm back to eighteen If you pass me notes in class I will send them back I will kiss you in the hallways always You make me nervous and baby when we first...Learn More

I've got skinny arms and I've got skinny legs and I can't pull my own weight and I can't pull my own weight I've got skinny wrists I Cut them with a blade so I don't think about shit and I just watch the drips of blood Do I get to count it when I go All the love I had inside my life And if it's really there why don't I know 'Cause I just feel...Learn More

My love doesn't love me back And oh my heart is turning black But that's okay I am drowning in cold water Nobody knows me like you do No one fucks me up like you do Cold cold water Cold cold water...Learn More