If it's all chaos If nothing's meant to be If it's all wild, wild, wild Cause you never set it free You can't catch it You can't push it through a sieve It's as much as you can handle It's as much as you let be You can beg, you can plead You can barter with Saint Pete For half a piece of mind And some goddamn certainty All your life you've been...Learn More

Found bravery in bottles Before I threw it up And patience in the time it takes To try and sober up Thought if I could settle down That they would let me off the hook Found out that preacher's daughters Aren't the angels that they look Got on the straight and narrow Drove it ninety days Pulled up the drive in time to Watch that U-Haul drive...Learn More

She's the holdup In my heartbeat She's the darkness In my bloodstream Baptized in the river Scrubbed my soul clean Then you show up In my drug screen She set a match to My every honest dollar Brought me chainsaw gas When I needed water I'm afraid, baby Maybe they don't Make enough duct tape for my halo Oh, she take what she wanna Oh, she get what...Learn More

You said it's over, we're just a season You said it's time for, it's time for me to let go Well I've tried, and then my heart takes over And holds you closer than I can keep you away We're never too far apart, girl, to make it My heart will follow wherever you take it Beyond the stars to a place in the heavens We'll be together, please girl, just...Learn More

None of my thoughts make any sense But that's just how I'm feeling None of my words are coherent Or loaded with a meaning But this is my life All day and all night A series of events that Leave my stomach wound up tight Show me some clarity That golden rarity That never seems to show To tell me where to go Cause I've tried to map it out But I'll...Learn More

Mama told her Don't go chasing rings They put you out to pasture When they get down on one knee Oh baby girl I used to dream like you But just cause daddy pays the bills Don't mean that I ain't paying too Cause men like Moses Can split those oceans But here's to hoping We find a canoe She said I won't be the one Who never left this town I can't...Learn More

Take a breath, find a safe space I'm a panic attack when you meditate Got me second-guessin' every quest that I'm takin' 'Til I took a slip, fell into the well, self-medication I just want the fame for the fame's sake Here I go again strappin' atom bombs to my namesake I know I am just what I am But can I get my therapist to see me more than just a...Learn More

I've been down in the well too Soaked to the bone in sorrow They don't make enough drugs to Fill up a hole that hollow It feels like they want you To smile back when the pain ain't over Baby, you gotta hot glue One more leaf on a three leaf clover There ain't nothing we can do no how So baby, let the clock run out And let it all do what it's...Learn More