26 Years pinned down in the dumps And today I’m finally free of his thumb His car slithered off the motorway I’ve never been happier than I am today We’d been running and churning around in this rut Now I can dream of all the new men I’ll fuck I can be lethargic and lonely And no one will be there to stop me (That motherfucker’s dead) I’ll be...Learn More

Joey my love, come back to the harbor Joey my love, come back to the sea Joey my love, get away from that river Joey my love, please leave him for me Joey my love, this isn’t meant To be of offense or any outing I just feel it’s right for me to tell you Joey my love, I’m still wearing your ring Joey my love, why are you leaving All of our babies...Learn More

If you ever think of me And I know that you don’t I hope you think of how you left When I needed you most I said, “I never will get over this.” And as sure as I’m standing here I never did I’ve reached down many avenues of contempt And I’ve been so saturnine since you left I hope that you cannot sleep For when you climb in bed You are consumed by...Learn More

I have never felt so alone Everyone I’ve ever loved has gone Everything has been just the same Ever since he took his love away Don’t trust him when he says Love is kind and love is patient He’ll leave you when he gets bored Every man’s a carnivore I been howling at the moon Ever since he left me here In a life marrеd by stagnation It’s been...Learn More

I really didn’t think you loved me I really believed you were using me Like one day you wouldn’t even think twice to leave Like I wasn’t someone but something But you look at me like you’re mine Like we have truly turned back time Like you’ve been here all along Like I finally heard that song For the first time And now I see It wasn’t you It...Learn More

When I was seventeen Hiding with him in a parked car We were charting out new lands Never seen in our hearts Once a man was in love with me And then another and another But that was years ago And now I’ve been here alone forever What’s been has been And it’s gone for sure I used to know love But it’s not for me anymore In my life I’ve seen some...Learn More

Let me pour you a drink Come by the fire side Let’s have one more laugh before you die Remember when we drove all night To find the Northern Star? I wonder now, If that is where you are Say you love me still Say it’s not the end Just let me know if I’ll see you again I’m sitting here alone Praying to see a spark But all I see is snow out in the...Learn More

If I gathered bloodless leaves Would you hold them all for me If I kicked the barn door down Would I find your hands on the ground? These days I can barely speak There are places the razor can’t reach If I lie and wait for you Will I see the dark burn blue? Will ivy slip through my skeleton? Where have you been Where have you been? If I had the...Learn More

We went down to the whaling wall We were not in love Our fates were solidifying Unbeknownst to us November breezes through our hair Our hands sheltered by gloves The mist cut through our sense of fear Spilling out watercolor lust Our eyes were shielded from the sun By the same dark panes of glass I knelt before my own desire I prayed for this to...Learn More

Here I come with tales to tell Far too many tragedies I know these days all too well Some very heavy shit indeed Lately I have been compelled To find the fear in everything There’s nothing I can do to quell My never ending stream of grief Champagne and childhood hunger Never fail to put a dent in the armor Benzodiazepines and cheap liquor Never...Learn More