Can I relax this idea That once Basket grows up And my teeth all get fixed And I get back on track With the IRS And move to a small town I'll be okay? Angel, there is no ground You can't ever be fallen You won't ever stop fallin' She simply will not die She will not die...Learn More

The fallen angels are us End of story Ego wreck worms in Elysian dreams Wavering still-frames Rays through plastic and paint Warping shadow fantasyland Place placements in my hand Feet on the ground Looking, I listen Head tilted slightly up Something's transmitting This Dreamstreet I drove to ripple and reflection And swarming still dandelions...Learn More

I cozy up, curled up in the ice sheets with Funny Bunny Cradled on Half Moon Bay in that floating piece of our Mother Crisis creeps through the pane, but I'm already watching I’ve been cracked open and the pavement is alive I'm standing on yellow lines like a mountain So there must be a source No magic of maybe And the sounds all die in the...Learn More

These rocks absolutely must become jewels by First light tomorrow When I do the dishes Somewhere, arguing Rehearsing, fixing everyone Turning up slate slabs for signs I'm heard I put it down The oscillation I hear it tones muscles Bullshit I’m owed strength now I just won't work Just make me face it In the pinewaves I'm not paying for a...Learn More

The sting that slings belief The lessons that taught themselves With no adult chaperones Of wisdom hearts and softly true nudges I've always known it was somehow Possible to hatch When I saw that the thing was fine I realized I was in a lava-proof boat It's all right there burning Wow, look at it The thick, flowy, glowy, sparkly, stingy pain How I...Learn More

Angel with a trident is a snapped finger How else could wounds heal without my knowing than subtly? When I didn't need love and I was the love From whence this whisper blew by Constant miracles, mendings Hanging up hasn't given up Stuck complexly stricken With doubt and dire needs A lamb arching over a quaint wooden fence Meadow stretches out...Learn More

But conscious clenching shutting down Grace fueling my online connection "Flowing kicking in" "Softer allowing on" We may as well be mushrooms What is evolution going for? When my embers frantically fly As nerves thump in the bathtub The formless is the essence that animates form The formless animates form The formless and the form are one The...Learn More

The mosquitos are fine Yes, your dog can approach me I agree about the day Always a nice day When we can be nice together Reconcile my nerves with the state of the union State of unison State of stuck, of not enough Spaciousness sees witnessing presence Gotta stop looking for where I am looking from...Learn More

It's like the system is in a constant state of fight or flight mode It's in a constant state of stress Where is the next hit from life gonna come from? Where in the world is my sacchidānanda? I sampled every thing there is to learn And my intellect paved the way Nothing real is threatened Nothing unreal exists Herein lies my dumb ass If I belong,...Learn More

I'm no body, but the body won't follow suit It happens by itself In the illusory sea of square pegs and round holes This is how separation appears Shoulder-angel Force-feed me Help me Help me Help me, guardians...Learn More

We're on concrete while the trees let go around us The puppies visit us and they go home to watch the news The scent of macho sports dad-isms faintly murmurs But the light that proves love is real is louder When it burns past these trees I don't want anyone on my lawn either I don't want to own anything I only ache to be safe and understand safe If...Learn More

"A lot of the path is ongoing obediential fidelity to the unconsummated longings" "Fidelity to the unconsummated" The sparkle of hurt wiggles wormlike home Address it in a night gown Like a bear by the fire No nightmares here now Deep sleep cradling will follow Dry reflection, bad reception No compassion, no affection Before the golden dawn, I...Learn More