[Verse 1: Rxseboy] Honestly, I'm exhausted Why is my society so toxic? My sobriety affecting me like I was standin' in a mosh pit I just think I'm runnin' out of options Everyone the opposite Hoping they don't see me as a college kid 'Cause most of them don't even know what knowledge is I'm rippin' up my scholarships I just wanna be an artist...Learn More

I use try and understand in everything Back in the beginning Oh i keep on winning now No light to hold me down and i stay in I lose my mind it's in my sleep Though i can't ever no i can't see it Why do i always have to be here Oh why i tell myself again No i never i don't understand You wait for me All night And i don't even try I wait for your...Learn More