I’ve been filling empty boxes With dusty things once on display I’ve been cutting all my losses I made a promise to myself I’d give these useless things away Ten minutes in I came across it The faded tag still read your name And for years I thought I’d lost it But I made a promise to myself I’d give these useless things away I’d give these useless...Learn More

As I drove on through that empty waste Down an avenue of red states With tired eyes and coffee breath And a nervous beating in my chest Off to start a brand new LA life Watching miles shrink on highway signs I dreamt a future in my brain While planning how’d I play it safe This bittersweet fallback life That made pausing all my dreams feel...Learn More

Is this my turning point? Am I capable of joy? I knew you’d never come back home I’m the cage that you’ve outgrown We had a song you used to sing Now I don’t hear anything My best has become your guilt A crutch under what we built What love? What love? What love do I not fill? Your olive branch just won’t connect There’s no direction to move I...Learn More

Moving just to be in motion Running til my legs are broken How far is far enough? How far is far enough? Muscles torn and overworked From all the years of falling short How long is long enough? How long is long enough? Is my lack of faith misplaced? Have I caught up to my mistakes? I’m keeping it together the best I can Cause I’m not going...Learn More

Is this my turning point? You remind me I’m capable of joy Beer caked on my faded shoes You traced my fingers on your new tattoo Toasting failed loves every sip The same story spilling out our lips In a ripped Caps tee in our old hometown We passed out in my parents’ house This fleeting moment lying here with you Proved everything I thought I...Learn More

Calloused knuckles white against my sink And inches from the mirror I couldn’t recognize a thing Just a face in fear My five minute drive I would drag it out to ten Just to spend Less time in a hamster wheel For security It wasn’t worth it Just to feel Empty and unfulfilled Like a failure just standing still And now that I found the will To quit...Learn More

You and I are a castle in the sand That we built with our dirty broken nails I don’t wanna wash it’s salt off my hands And I don’t wanna watch it fail You and I are a castle in the sand And the sun is sinking like a stone I’m afraid cause I don’t wanna understand That I’ll have to leave you in the dark Out here all alone I hate to break your...Learn More

I don’t wanna write these words Cause I know you’ll hear them And I’m sure you’ll fear them And I don’t ever wanna to hurt you So if you’re scared Then be prepared To fight for you and I when I finally snap And try to end it all like I’ve done in the past I swear I’m trying but I keep finding Something inside that’s still holding me back Maybe...Learn More

Where the hell have you been? Every day I worried Are you gonna be the same again? I built your pedestal so high Cause you never hurt me And here we are now after all this time I’m so disappointed I missed your voice but I can’t avoid that I just don’t want you being someone new You’ve got me so conflicted My love is lost but I’m still addicted Is...Learn More