Trazodone, Sertraline, Seroquel, Abilify Things I’ve tried to get by Run and hide or run to just get high I feel the swell come over me Can’t sit still I start to beat arrhythmically The panic in the dance I do Lifts and consumes by spinning Help me Try to catch your breath I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying Try to count to ten I’m trying, I’m...Learn More

When I look at your face Really look at your face And you smile back at me, smiling at you Everything goes away when you touch my skin As gently as you do You hold me close and I can feel you breath And that’s all I need If there is heaven, heaven on earth Let this be time spent here on earth If there is heaven, heaven on earth If there is heaven,...Learn More

Seldom seen by few of the watchers from close up I see your face and I throw up You really scare me up close If I stand back and keep my distance I live life so nonexistent alone I feel so alone Watch me as I come round and You’ll never see cause I pale to compare, I fail in comparison You’ve got more up your sleeve than you thought you could Ever...Learn More

If this is really life now Being cruel is kind of in style To expect respect is too much to get somehow And if this is all I get Looking forward to some bullshit If you try to ignore it You just get bored and break-down again Starting out our lives were charmed and bright Like the world was ours to tame Looking now, I'm just some push-me-down You...Learn More

Open up my eyes today Early morning Nothing special bout the day Something is coming Mmm. deep breath, deep breath I’m feeling hungry, I feel like getting ready I’m tasting life again Everything looks pretty mmm Deep breath, deep breath Last night I got more much needed sleep Open up my eyes Real life is make-believe I’m on my way to the...Learn More

It feels like a summer storm is rolling in over my life The wind brings about a change With the rumbling outside Light strikes across the sky Flashes in my eyes Riding home late tonight Something doesn’t feel right The forecast was bright I dreamed of a different kind of life I wanna run through the rain I wanna feel free from the sting of the...Learn More

I can feel the heat in my hands and it’s burning, burning, burning Going one by one until it’s done I can’t stop now, don’t look down I can feel the shake in the ground everyone’s running, running, running Playing hide n’ seek, when you hide from me Don’t be found Don’t be found Look at me now, I’m in the lights In front of a crowd I feel so...Learn More