I see her, every night Yet I can’t, hold her tight She’s not real, she’s on TV Have I lost, reality? I might just be alone Or have time on my hands I wanna take you home Instead of seeing you in my dream Daria, please understand These things I, can’t comprehend Subconscious, stop scaring me It’s getting, so out of hand You say that she will...Learn More

Act I: Panic! at the house show Is it in my brain Are these walls melting Am i going mad Or am i just insane Jumping from my skin Thrashing in my bones Focus going thin Surrounded yet alone Act II: circumstantial existential nightmare Look around this house of mirrors, all i see are Bleak distorted images of helplessness Plead for help yet who...Learn More

He pain is fierce I guess this is how I'll get far And as the leaves fall to the the ground The end of warm nights show me what I haven't found But it's still there Deep inside a hollowed heart Dreams of past late at night Tear apart Dance with me In the trees Laugh and cry Memories This dance just cannot last I have to let you know These ties...Learn More

This heavy chest is suffocating me And I anguish searching for release I clench my fist but can't seem to escape the disbelief And maybe if I take a little drive Raise my hands and then just close my eyes I'll take away the burden that I am to all inside (Wear your brave face Wear your brave face) I really don't think I can fake it today, no I...Learn More

I crashed my car and I don't even have, collision I blame the snow and the drivers preemptive decision So all I got to my name is a vinyl of Pet Sounds And the owl asked me if he could repeat another round Of everything he told me I don't care much, if I'm frozen solid (cause I) Hate this January so damn, much I broke my last crutch, I feel...Learn More

Work all day to See if I will still have time To see you in the dead of night Drive nowhere fast Kisses at every red light With only ourselves on our minds Take me to a place That means so much to you I wanna feel it too We’re young and we’re free Yet even when that ends, you’ll always be a friend Day by day and The more I wake up next to...Learn More

've felt your pain So scared and drained Now when you look into the mirror Scars you have are growing clearer Much clearer That chip off your should is growing much colder But I've got my jacket and can't hear your racket no longer No longer Let's ride through the changes as life rearranges From days spent in your bed giving into the dread It's...Learn More

I know you’ve grown past the changing of mind The end of a time, we all most outlast I now must admit, a place I’d call home Will be someone else's, and I’ll be alone And I know that the worst of me is driving you away How I wish that the best of me could help you stay The memories we make The photos we keep Will burn in my heart Though this...Learn More

*Stagnate me, my worthless time Work so hard, so behind As life progresses for my peers I’m drowning in my deepest fears We can’t find our, we can’t find our way Waste our youths a, waste our youths away Away We fought the dragon, we didn’t win He just got the best of us Today *Waste time chasing fantasy In hopes that success will find me The...Learn More

Am I just unfazed or am I just dumb? (Feel the start of the spiraling) When I feel it all, I just seem so numb (Thoughts of relapse so frightening) So I'll waste my time by doing nothing Cause something's far too much And I'm not quite living, just existing So how do I put out these daunting flames surrounding me? Stupid brain, you fucked me over...Learn More

Break up, break down Cycle again, and Break up, break down Cycle on through The pain Destruct, destroy Halt the progression Destruct, destroy Bathe in your new Depression I'm 25, I'm burning out, and running empty on bliss Laughing at the thought of living two more quarters of this My dad keeps hounding me that I should go to school for a...Learn More

So I'll lay here This twin size grave Shades of light beige Colored Grey Rising tides don’t threaten me If I'm flailing save yourself What's left to give I’ve drained it all Run out the clock Ignore the call Where I should be So far away This place ain't safe But what's worth the chase Where have I gone Who's this now Gold heart gilded empty...Learn More