I know what it's like to want to hide. When everyday is a struggle and you're tired of life. I know what it's like to want to sleep all day because it doesn't really matter Given everything that I've got it's not enough I know what it's like to want to die. When you're treading water and too tired to fight. I know what it's like to use and drink...Learn More

Dearest Duck It’s been a while. How ya been? Where have you gone? Wasting away You’re looking awfully sick and thin I miss you I still can’t believe that it’s interesting Are you still trying to beat the demons you’re wrestling Are you still trying to keep all your wounds from festering You’re not the one my love can’t afford Hey brother Are you...Learn More

Well life is short You never see things coming You're gonna pay for it The smoke and the mirrors Do not make it clearer Isolation, fear; her name is Addiction But it's not the end Even though most of the time it seems hopeless Self deception is a horrible weapon When fighting depression, bouts of isolation But it's not the end Even though most...Learn More

Level the playing field for once In a bucket of rust Last minute gig I hope we can trust Cincinnati or bust We'll hit the books then hit the gas Evan and Jim and Jack We'll hit the road and forget the past Content with not looking back We will not admit defeat nor submit We will never quit fighting this monstrosity We've heard it all before This...Learn More

When this world hands you lemons Just make whiskey sours I ain't cryin' I'm not lyin' It feels like I'm on a losing streak Starting in '93 I ain't cryin' I'm not lyin' Yet everybody sometimes feels like you do Try not to let all those things get to you Cause it's a great big wonder world outside I'm not lyin' Clay ripped his pants and I was...Learn More

15 years ago I thought I knew everything I thought I had everything under control I was invincible, knowledgeable and virtually unstoppable I thought I knew the way that things would go Look I know that we have problems But I know that we can solve them If we just look past these things But now this Trojan horse is in your heart And all that's...Learn More

Julie she loved cooking and making her family food Julie loved to crochet and go swimming in the nude Sipping coffee, reading books, and even dancing in the rain Once or twice she even tried her hand at sculpting clay Julie was a dreamer with her head stuck in the clouds Singing to her dog when there was no one else around Yeah but Julie had a...Learn More

Life's too short for me Fuck your irony I don't want to be an old cliche Life moves way to slow Act like you don't know And I'll promise you another way She's overboard for sure She's heading for disaster She's gonna fucking blow Life's too short for me More so that I'm clean Clinging to the mast with just one hand On this sinking ship Let loose...Learn More

I know your name's not Goose, she said I go insane inside my head Everyone who wants to know what my name is Everyone who asks to tell them my name it's My name is Duck...Learn More

Where's the ghost at? You can keep chasing ghosts of your past Pillar to post, juxtaposed It just denotes that You feel you're beyond reproach Have the words caught in your throat Rosé tinted glass history A phantom memory of the way things used to be A sacrosanct duplicity It might just be the death of me To some of us the nights are too...Learn More

We've always been the best of friends No matter what through thick and thin Although sometimes it's hard without you I feel self-centered when I say I'm glad you're gone but wish you'd stay Because sometimes its hard without you This last year has been a litmus test That I've tried once before I've always felt a little stuck We've always been the...Learn More

Please allow me to extend to you all an invitation. Family, colleagues, and close friends Welcome to the alteration Please allow me to explain all the things going through my brain. Love, fear, desire, and pain, thoughts we all ascertain I'm new and improved I'm so much better than I used to be Please allow me to proceed to collect the things...Learn More