I don't let my past impact me. Thinking bout it justs distracts me Never leave my office cause my wife and kids just love to nag me Interaction no longer attracts me. I'm an engineer so I've lived to learn that code's the only thing that will not attack me Tech and code are like my second mode of living life The television shows I watch have given...Learn More

[Intro] Ayy, my mental state, is not really good- but here's a song about funny hats [Chorus] Funny bunny hat Funny froggy hat Funny bunny hat Funny froggy hat Funny bunny hat Funny froggy hat Funny bunny hat Funny froggy hat Funny bunny hat Funny froggy hat Funny bunny hat Funny froggy hat Funny bunny hat Funny froggy hat Funny bunny hat Funny...Learn More

[Chorus] Life is not a movie There's no time machine No dramatic final scene When you go it might just end Life will never place you on the primacy You might have to die to see Who is fake and who's a friend I know everybody Really would like to be Someone with a lover Just a person that they can depend on I can't even really Blame a single...Learn More

I've been working several months now To make something of your praise I don't know why I feel so rushed now But I'm counting down the days I can't really put this lightly Maybe life was made like this to spite me But I can't praise you Cause you're a little bit too much like me And No one told me all my Idols were just faking All of it to seem...Learn More

They say You're never coming back You'll never have a dad Refrain I'll never give them practice But the words hurt where they have been Maintain I'm sleeping on your mattress Like I always have been (Ignore that voice crack) Okay Maybe I miss you bad Maybe I miss you dad Oh no A bit after my birthday We celebrated for I was ready for winter I only...Learn More

Forty Journal forty Um, this one's a fun one So, I was thinking about it a lot and I've just wronged... so many people And I- I was so shocked at first cause I was like, "I'm not a bad person" Y'know like... like- like... I sh- I- It's my responsibility But it's- it's not Like it wasn't me wanting to be malicious And I realize because of the...Learn More

Break all I have Cut my bones in half Let go of the paranoia Inclination never changes so you might as well enjoy it In the morning there's tobacco in my chambers and By afternoon I'm wasted off the finest in my basement Where I come from the rich men did cigars And drank every day so I know I'm going far What can i say? I'm just a product of...Learn More

I'm always inside of a crossfire I hear it past my walls There is a war between both of the ones Who've let me live at all Can't you see You're my example of what love should be Honestly, I thank you for showing me Everything I never want to be Well, uh I think I got enough out of this session I'm, um I'm gonna go out now if that's fine I don't...Learn More

Hello to my little audio journal thingy This is entry number... Should be like... What? Like twenty or so Um, yeah, I'm... I haven't left- I've barely left my room... For five, around five-four months now since, like, the beginning of the year And, um, it's kind of sad You know, like I- I- I don't want to be this like Hopeless individual where I...Learn More

One, two What is my legacy? It's something I can't control or go get to see I have been told that I'm humble and modest But possible outcomes are somehow offending me And I don't get it, see Did I go left or did I take the right? Either way I could end in the same destination I hate what I'm saying. I miss both my sons and my wife who's a widow...Learn More

Pause Pau- Oh my god Can't even play simple audio without doing the wrong thing Okay wait There I can feel my ego leaving That's a telltale of departure Line is flat: we hear no breathing Truth is crackin' at my armor I run to my mirror and say that I can make reality cause In these times it's sad to see But I lose rationality Stiffness in the...Learn More

You just hit refresh again Like: "Maybe this time it's gonna change" Sittin' here and clickin' buttons Like this life is all a game You only got here cause you're lucky You barely have a single skill I saw you try to change your dreams Then fall apart to pay the bills Are you ever satisfied When will anything suffice Your hedonic treadmill's...Learn More