[Hook] You better believe it's true You know I do, I do You better believe it's true You know I do, I do I'm a screwup of epic proportions A walking hand grenade Hyper-manic, a dime store dramatic A conduit for pain She said, "Don't speak, don't think Just take it off, take it off" I said, "Don't speak, don't think Just mess me up, mess me...Learn More

[Verse 1] I'd like to tell you all my bad ideas I hang them with the good to dilute the awful truth I've been asleep for nearly fifteen years All the dreams I've ever had outweigh the life I'm not yet living [Verse 2] I've felt along the walls of here and there But nothing ever seemed quite right So I kissed off into the night There was a thought,...Learn More

I can feel it in my bones tonight Drain me slowly of the will to fight Glowing yellow in the bedroom light I can feel it in my bones tonight There is a terror in your eyes tonight Something awful has you wrapped in white Take me in your arms and hold me tight Cause I won't be here for long, my dear Settle our accounts Happy anniversary Show me...Learn More

I have a few things to say I'll just say what I need to I have a few years to go before I'm floating down the river again So it appears I'm alive Hey, it's been quite a long time I've spent a handful of years negotiating terms in hospital gowns If you believe what you read You'll be dead before nightfall That's why I'm starting again without the...Learn More

Have you had enough? Are you tough? Are you broken? Hit me where it hurts Don't just curtsy and sulk I know I deserve every elegant word That you're hurling at me When I listen to your voice Squawking noise, I am thinking How to counter back With some nonsense and stink I see little raindrops of love forming under your eyelids As I push you too...Learn More

[Hook] Ooh, I need time to get it right Ooh, I need time to get it right Always trying to illuminate the past Questions answered, but the insight never lasts So I won't look back, I won't look down I'll focus on the comfort of the cold, cold ground Comatose and singing [Hook] Ooh, I need time to get it right Ooh, I need time to get it right Ooh,...Learn More

Everyone will die And everyone will lose So what you gonna do with The moments you have before it's you? It doesn't mean goodbye It's just a simple truth The shedding of a lifetime of layers That once embodied you Like winter into spring And summer into fall The cycle of intense introspection Before the curtain call Cause everyone must die And...Learn More

[Verse 1] There is no safer place than in between cold embraces Say it again I like how you work my name Embroidering the pain on every speck of skin The distance has been not so kind I curse this caveat And the temperatures are wearing paper thin I am sick of listening [Chorus] The worst is yet to come, my dear I've been fighting back for what...Learn More

Hey boxelder, where'd you go? Hey boxelder, take me with you Loneliness, I don't exist, that's fine, okay A slickened wrist and all of this will end, okay Hey boxelder I'm terrified of everything at night Hey boxelder I'm terrified of what I lack inside me [Hook] Caught me talking to myself again One by one, we all go marching in I hate myself...Learn More

[Intro] [Verse 1] Sifting through the broken glass The echoes of my ancient past Keep flooding into every pore Like scattered seeds of sycamore Suddenly I started wondering how I got here Was it a matter of time? [Verse 2] Catholic school my private hell I stuttered 'til the age of twelve Discovered sex at seventeen And soon thereafter,...Learn More

I am all circuits and wires Conducting symphonies Of heat exchange and energies Fueled by a nervous system Thrust through the great unknown A timid mess of frightened bones I pledge to make no difference I aim to take no stand This bitter silence is the only play I have In light of all their laughter I'll take to keeping shut A resolution that...Learn More