Open up the discourse I will pretend I know anything of anything Flood my eyes with visions of something to have faith in I fill all my prescriptions just as something to do I feel the memories pressing for the first time this decade Pressure makes it stop The panic makes it go away For now Break me out, out of my broke down walls Where I...Learn More

Fall free from spite Reject the epithet they forced Onto your life I'm begging, I’m begging Let me forget The lows I banished us to Let me make it up to you Stay wide awake And if the sun won't rise Or set, we're dead Black skies White lies Defy the signs Of this life from crumbling Of splitting in two Just swear you’ll keep fighting If they...Learn More

Swim to the surface for sunlight you felt For the first time in your life But it’s just too comfortable When you fear the worst I'll sit alone and rethink What I need to be For a chance at relief From my darkest dream You're starting to see The fear that's splitting My seams I'm no longer me I'm no longer me I'm no......Learn More

Hallowed light Reject its shine Bliss and innocence share less than you’d think when you throw out these preconceived narratives Show them their names on your bullets False premonitions of synthesized happiness...Learn More

Spit all the poison you want You’ll never kill me With that weak of a dose Pray for the day I can erase Every one of my Big fucking mistakes Slash the silence with blades made from the words that you used to curse me Slash my through behind the funeral home Save the coroner some gas money The witch that haunts my dreams Was just a future me I’m...Learn More

I wish you could see how quick The flush of your cheeks fades with a wound that deep I wish you could see how quick The flush of your cheeks fades with a wound that deep But now I’ll just pretend you learned your lesson I’ll pretend that I’m sorry As I accumulate some habits that aren’t my own I wish you could see how quick The flush of your...Learn More

I cannot refrain from spitting teeth from my mouth when forces more formidable than me destroy what I thought was inviolable but now I’m begging please don’t creep back through the cracks I just learned how to fill I’ve just cleansed my body My conscience So murky Unprocessed A million eyes all void of life align the site where we will die They...Learn More

Spill my heart Rip my head apart Slow, breath out, sit down and think of what you've found out How it sounds, if there’s doubt, if you can't explain it It's not mine to decide, I guess I’ll just accept you're right and I'll fight For this side Till I lose my will again Seductive voices of the dead Their words bare more weight than the rest Would...Learn More

I’d leave myself for dead if I was you too If this is all I get I’m gonna fucking crash Did you hear me? (Take your head) Did you hear what I said? (I’m gonna take your fucking head) Hang it in the living room (Where’s the rest?) That’s for me Put it in the freezer we’ll be fed for 30 weeks You’re so fucking sweet it hurts my teeth You’re so...Learn More

Holy fucking shit I hate the way that my skin fits I want to move to a dangerous city Find an appraisal for Exactly How much Each one of my organs are worth Burn my nervous energy Use the warmth to make it through Burn Flowers in your hair, violence in your heart I hope I’m through the worst of it now Flowers in your hair violence in your...Learn More

Running away now Scratch that phrase out Running out of time to save what’s left of your life Dig deep till your hands bleed What’s the point of coming clean if you don’t give a fuck what’s been done? No one saves them from the crushing weight that you dropped on their lungs Grids light up across the sky Showing paths to where the trains can’t...Learn More

Somewhere not far in the distance a shadow forms Begging you to take a taste of the hell it holds I told you it would come for you I knew that it would come for you Hold that chin up 'Cause it gets worse from here Smile while you can 'Cause you won’t be able to soon You’ve made sure of it Fiery reflections In the whites of your eyes Fiery...Learn More