Spiraling down the staircase Straight to Hell, the pain is torturous This is my sick fantasy Where the suffering never ends Where the ceilings constantly bleed In this vile cold dark room Shackled hands, chained to the wall How do I end this right now? I bash my head into the concrete Until my skull caves in Until I'm dead inside I want to feel...Learn More

She turns me on my back, limbs tied to the ends of the bed frame She holds the knife to my neck, grazing my skin Threatening to cut me from ear to ear Before I had time to speak, it was already clear I close my eyes Not even a whimper A sea of memories A life of shame A gloomy presence Crawls from the corner Gathering behind her Entering her...Learn More

Survivors stray, walking in strange form The fields burn and the sky turns black Ashes stain my hands, I want my sins erased Pale bodies line the floor on the night of this ritual Lured by lust, poisoned by fear Tortured and beaten Fog layers the ground as darkness shows its face Walk this mile of agony and you will find God at the ends of the...Learn More

My mind, tortured and depraved Dissolving Pulsating Tearing at the seams, walls dripping in filth Moral deterioration Cursed by this miserable existence Unattainable mercy Heads hang low from those within If not them, then who? If not me, then you End this pain forever The knife trembles in my hand Endless pain forever Will there be mercy on...Learn More

Carve your name into my skin The lacerations open as she drags the glass down my arm Leaving the shard stained in blood The air grows cold I couldn't bear reality I couldn't bear reality I couldn't bear it I couldn't bear reality Her tongue caresses the open wound, I feel her hands wrap around my neck Bringing a sense of stillness, the wind...Learn More