In the river of Tamoni I saw you, I saw you In the river of Tamoni I wanted you, I wanted you You were a light of beauty that shined elegantly You were the stone that protected my heart In the river of Tamoni We made love (Oh) we made love The river runs deep Just like the wind against the trees A breeze as swift as my please As you left me on my...Learn More

The eyes of coal Oh I'm such a fool They were right there Right there I was standing beside you You handed me the golden laced box It held my misery within a trigger And I grew the eyes of coal The thing you begged me to have Th eyes of coal I was such a fool The eyes of coal The eyes of coal...Learn More

Laying near the lacustrine shore You always said I was a bore Well you were nothing but a whore With many routes of the obscure lovers I cannot bare to see them I cannot care anymore They are prettier than me And I am refundable I am not worthy of you I am not worthy of you I am not good enough for you I am not worthy...Learn More

There was a time When I could trust you But now I don't There was a time When I could look at autumn leaves and smile But now I don't There was a time When death scared me But now it don't There was a time When I felt like friends would be there But now that's dilapidated If you would admit your wrongs Perhaps from the seas the slow beating heart...Learn More

Rising from my coffin I feel the cold wind blow Everyone around me looks at me like I'm disposable "Why?" I wonder as I wander through the now empty streets I feel my palpitations grow stronger as in an alleyway I see you You smile, as I get closer to you The wind dies down as you begin to speak But the words become inaudible and the ground falls...Learn More

Am I the anathematized being? Am I your anything, my love? The coldness of a breeze is the only thing I feel, the only feeling I seem to get from you The ghostly feelings bring me dismay There's nothing I can do This unexpected conclusion, this horrific delirium that tries to embrace I cannot bare the thought of you walking out the door, I cannot...Learn More

You were the light I sought, but in this abyss I feel nothing I'm losing hope as the poison devours you The paintings around me become robotic and create their own murals, murals I cannot bare I wish I could tell you how I truly feel, but all it leads to is desolation Nights laying in a makeshift grave, no more passion The only fire left inside me...Learn More

You hold it, you spin it, your sweet ante You've bet it, you complain about it, yet you can easily let go of it On fingertips it accrues, you seem like you have nothing to lose, perhaps the words I have misconstrued If I was floating, on the river of your boat, I would second guess my dealings If I was floating, on the river of your boat, I...Learn More

The tribulation is at the edge I hang over it and view it to see my death Crystal decorated eyes pierce into me To try to get an external taste I look away, even though death seems desirable The eyes, those eyes... they remain staring inside the tribulation The sensitive secular boy reaching for my hand... Near the tribulation The secular boy with...Learn More

Striking my heart like the ores of coal Crumbling down onto the ground On my knees I can't find salvation I cannot find Him The reasons differ between you and I, you see I don't need Him I fight my own wars every day, I don't need a book to lead the way It's like asking for guidance while at the Stanley Through the eyes of a king, a bit...Learn More

Hello loneliness, we meet again Four wooden walls surround me The hands seeping from their crevices to touch Ghostly prints on mirrors Nothing in the streets to bring harmony This chilling silence, what is the cause? The swirl of the overhead fan Or the presence of them standing before me? I wouldn't know The fireplace houses him, the grandeur...Learn More

Ashen Boy I: In the darkest hole, the ashen boy crawls out Seeking my light, seeking my hand, extension In the darkest hole, the foliage became decayed worms Decayed life In the darkest life, the ashen boy, crawls out I know the penchant is the light that shines off of me I know I am all you desire I've never made love to an ashen boy It was one...Learn More