Betrayed and abandoned He closed the doors on life Lonely days until the final rest Sorrow's burden A hesitant smile A graven image of what was lost I never wanted you to hurt, nor suffer so Can I abandon the place by your side? I never wanted you to hurt, nor suffer so Can we find meaning, and reconcile? To the deepest pits of grief It seems we...Learn More

When every road begat to lunacy The irreversible, the unforgiving Tired daily chores, draining restlessness A sickening spiral we've become Summerdreamer, give way to sorrow Flame falls to familiar, all too fast Forge ahead, the rainy tracks Who gave us free will to forsake? What shimmers may not be gold The hunger of derelict souls Who gave us...Learn More

Reactive tendency, purging acts of senselessness In the throes of uncontrol, waiting for stars to align Growing alienation severing every tie Fading relations, shrinking worlds, cesspools for us to dwell Justify it to yourself by narrowing the view As you turn away, have you seen the light? Mires of human entanglement - all-consuming, cannot be...Learn More

The journey grew us weary Voices, but a distant sigh White noise to fetter us A distant echo of goodbyes When was this life even remotely ours to live? The dreams lingering in expecting eyes Did I even ever own the innermost thought and desire? It was nothing, and now it's all over The more I learn The more I wish I knew before Before every score...Learn More

Did you choose to walk away, yet never strayed? Did you see the pristine, beyond the passing hours? Did your mind stray to the horizon? Was it a disorder to dream? There's no moment to dwell in, only what lingers ahead The treacherous footprints of a wanderer's path There's always another flicker in the distance A promise of something more Small...Learn More

In need of a word, in need of a change Retracing each footstep Forgive my failing hand, forgive my profound words Turning stones to find anything that matters anymore I want to feel joy, quiet and peace I want to see the world that never opened to me The fleeting eyes of innocence The long gone treasures of the open mind It's the urges we hate...Learn More

Creeping forth are images distorted by time Nights of youthful glory, the defining moments As a fading gallery of someone else's life The world's beauty elevated from this mire of concrete The cold stares of this wretched city, I am all this madness amplified As the story fades Dearest memory to remnant of grey What was once all, now the...Learn More

Taking part, serving the eye Scrambling to uphold a hollow mask Self-sacrificed, with a burning hunger You are nothing to them Cursed walks of life, cast to the sidelines Residual abandon Never knowing where the disease ends And the person begins Slam the doors on the brittle and pale Forging pathways through blood and shame Shield your...Learn More

City night brings me back To retread past steps Among the moving shadows Among the distant lights I'm a fly on the wall No more profound moments An overstayed welcome Repeat the cycle of duty Submission's inevitable decline In olden footsteps Nameless shape on the pavement Flickering lights, heightened senses Nocturnal being in transit Solitary...Learn More

Tired, unispired in pacifying sleep The nine hour surge reveals a deprecated self Arranged a life for watching eyes, weary soul's confine This material construction, a flawed comfort Lifelong disappointments brew below the polished surface In ice cold dependency to a desperate routine Another days deeds perfected, with blood taste upon barren...Learn More

Chemical imbalance and its furious thrusts The price I wouldn't pay for a moment of calm A strong will confined in a withering shape Kicking and screaming perpetually Many thoughts, many seasons passed Countless hours spent in turmoil Beyond the inner twists, what truly remains of me? Is peace only found in the endgame? Even lazy summer days are...Learn More

Tired conversations with myself, mesh of voices echoing Recurring patterns of declining thought An empty stare, a wandering mind Slave to a rampant pathos, the laments of a weary soul Unbound in pursuit to structure the intangible I am the gravelike silence I am the product of this white noise creation Could never attune to distorted visions An...Learn More