I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting I'm not wasting My time...Learn More

Pax pipe celebration its getting late now Migraine in my brain which strain will dull that pain now, cause i want that one Insomnia hasn't figured me out yet but it ruined dad and i guess that means i'm next Thats how it works right, thats how it works right? I know im fucking up my mind, but i can't ruin what's already destroyed Stop with the...Learn More

[Verse] I need you You need me That moment when you saw me Did you feel the same? I still think about that day Best friends is not close to the way that I want you I want you I can't let go...Learn More

Sweaty hands shake inconsolably This isn't me - this is what i was conditioned to be A childhood of illusory agency I'm not what they wanted for me I know it's a lot to absorb, but i want you to help me deconstruct and rebuild on the good and start a new idea of livelihood I'm not broken but i was getting there Before i found you i was freezing...Learn More

How do i know when things are safe for me to put my life in danger on the daily Habit builder, oathbreaker Good-for-nothing faithless faker Just like the book says you'll see later And when i'm gone i guess i'll see If i have ripped apart my insides just to get by Habit builder, life breaker I don't wanna live forever Just like bob was a fucking...Learn More

[Simpsons Sample] Do you even know what it's like living six feet underwater gasping for meaning Inhaling water in my lungs feels so good i don't even mind Inhaling water in my lungs feels so good i don't even mind But it gets old What do i know I don't know anything about me i'm afraid So i'll just go pour a bowl or maybe four more and then...Learn More

It's colder today in my mind i'm freezing up inside, fuck this i'm going back home I'm not going to kill myself but every day i feel like dying after work, slouched over in defeat and the day staring back at me with a smug look on its face Time will kill me i'm pushing back the second hand, 18 23...Learn More

[Verse] Lucifer loves me He told me in a dream Lucifer loves me I'm starting now to see [Chorus] Lucifer loves me Lucifer loves me Lucifer loves me Lucifer loves me He loves me...Learn More