Lyrics: I want to take my nails Drag them across my face I would cry and wail As the agony would erase A self hatred so thorough My only company is my sorrow A beating heart so hollow I take the pain and I swallow Help me Love me Save me I say I hate you But I just hate myself I’ve beaten myself black and blue I’m not good for my health A self...Learn More

Verse 1: I sit in the art room closet Headphones masking my pain The room with the spilled paint The darkness makes me sane Verse 2: All the paints and brushes all on a shelf Makes me finally feel like myself I'm alone here in my safe place Where no one has to see my face It's my disguise in this dark room Don't plan on leaving anytime...Learn More

[Intro: Ryleigh McCarrell] Someday Trent, you will find that one person that makes the sunsets a little brighter, the air smell a little sweeter, and the grass just a little greener. He's out there, just waiting for you to meet him, and I promise you he will love you until the end of time Verse 1: I want my cake I wanna eat it too Cuz life is...Learn More

Dear God Do you still love me? After all the things That you’ve seen? Dear god Do you hate me? Everyone tells me you do Because of my sexuality Dear god Am I gonna burn in hell? I guess that Only time will tell Dear god Please give me a sign I feel like I’m on a thin line Dear god Why do you never answer my prayers? I thought you were Supposed to...Learn More

Today’s one of the best days I’ve had in a long time Dancing under the sun’s rays With the scent of clementines Hanging fresh in the air Living and loving without a care Today we went swimming Under the midnight sun Who knew living Could be this fun? I’ll love you unconditionally We’ll have a family eventually One son and 2 daughters They’ll look...Learn More

Verse 1: Don’t tell me I’ll be fine We both know it’s a lie It’s killing me inside The fears are in my eyes I had a dream last night You were right by my side It was such an ugly sight The blood dripping from your eyes Chorus: Hide & Seek Come find me Take a peek And you’ll see Verse 2: Don’t say apologies That you don’t mean You don’t think that...Learn More

I’m not living I’m just surviving Day to day God I’m trying To make everyone happy To make everyone proud To lift everyone up That I’ve let down What if I’m just another no one I wanna be somebody’s someone I wanna be one of the beautiful people High up on top of my steeple All anyone cares about is money and cars Jewels, and drugs and downtown...Learn More

Verse: Used to be so pretty In shimmering gold Did everything that I was told But now I'm just dirty And I don't know Anything about life anymore Outro: Ruined it all, we ruined it all, we ruined it all, we ruined it (x2)...Learn More

Do you listen to my songs? Up in the sky? Tell me are you proud of me? Do they make you cry? I saw you last When I was 10 You held my hand Wish you could do it again Are you up there with grandpa Al? I get my voice from him I hope he’s proud of me I’ll see you both again I hope you’re both proud of me With these songs I sing I’ll live one day at a...Learn More

Eighteen years old About to graduate high school The tea has gone cold Along with those who used to be cool The class of 2022 We've never been more blue The future feels so bleak My eyes start to leak One day, we'll be okay To the class of 2023 Don't make the same mistakes as me Outro: [alyna taylor] When i was younger, i expected high school to...Learn More

Humiliation Fear It’s the reason I stay here They all judge me They all laugh I hope karma Knocks them on their ass I can’t think straight Not anymore Every single time I go out the door It’s a noose around my neck It’s a knot inside my chest It’s the agony that won’t let me rest The voice screams I’m the nothingness Nothing more And nothing...Learn More

I'm learning to live without you Learning to love without you I don't need you in this life I don't need you anymore Take my unrequited feelings Throw them out the door I'm learning to breathe without you And focus on the small things more I'm not completely healed yet The wounds are still sore I am a world ablaze I'm burning bright I'm not gonna...Learn More