It feels like pulling teeth Books filled with autumn leaves See rotten shades of brown Got to get the hell out of this town Well, I guess there's something wrong with me Because nobody else here seems to see the irony Somebody stop this train Take walks in the rain They seem to soothe the pain But I can't live with the shame So, I guess there's...Learn More

No one's going home tonight We'll be alright here side by side We should have another round and talk all night We don't care who's listening Because we know this means something And we all know this world's an ugly place When it all goes down Can you see we're still around? Someone said you'll all die young We said we hoped so, it's been fun I...Learn More

A banging on the door at an ungodly hour It wasn't even time yet for a shower Accused of something I didn't understand I was being used as a part of their plan To be left alone was all I ever asked for That's when McCarthy came knocking at my door I chose a family and kids instead of big cars How can I be a dad when I'm behind bars? They took me in...Learn More

Central station, you're on vacation But you never really get somewhere The radio has got no power, you're singing in the shower But it never gets you anywhere You feel like a stranger And that your life's in danger No one to take care of you There's only one thing you know how to do... You're a birthday boy Playing with sharp toys The only thing...Learn More

The colors all fade around me My view is smoky and desaturated I used to love the way we were Back when winters were still haunting and blue I'm lonely but not alone I'm skinny and distracted I'll be happy to hold back the tears Because I haven't cried in years I don't feel like me anymore I swallowed my anxieties and they've turned me inside...Learn More

The names and places might have changed But still the faces remain the same I've said this a million times before And still I'm saying it once more I haven't changed I haven’t changed I wrote this song to feel alive To stay awake and to keep in touch My mind is clearer now Because I wrote this one for myself And I'll try to stay awake I guess...Learn More

He's off to war and she waits for the phone call The one that will tell her he's gone He is fighting for something that she hasn't seen yet She always knew the day would come And all she ever said was: "This war is like a drug to you!" She can't feel secure until she knows that he's safe She only wants him to come home She wants their baby son to...Learn More

"30 Pills" When he was young, he did most of the silly things that we all do but How could he have guessed that someday screwing around would be his doom? He has been diagnosed HIV positive Ten years ago come next June Ten years in hell He takes more than thirty pills a day And some only to prevent side-effects So many pills and no cure in...Learn More

Did someone foresee the epidemic And if so why weren't we told? Would we have changed if we had known Or would we have stayed the same? Anyway it's too late now This is our terminal disease Soon we'll regret to not have cared When our neighbors got the flu It's spreading faster than Anything you've ever seen And on TV they tell us it's...Learn More

Did we come this far only to turn around And go back to where we started from? And even if we did, why does it still make this much sense? Because we're doing everything we can? These endless sleepless nights Are bound to keep us alive And we got to keep moving on After countless sighs of frustration We know that this has turned into an...Learn More

This really feels real to me and I'm fed up with doing pointless things I don't understand why I should do what they do And what everybody does. In a world where everyone's asleep I want to wake up and be in their dreams I guess I've said this before But I can take it no more It's nothing I can ignore It's what I'm doing this for This is not a...Learn More

Hey, I was trying to be the one In this forsaken town that has some fun Because it's all that I can do I'm only trying to be a friend When this fucked up town comes to an end Because it's all that I can do I do believe that we'll survive somehow And I'll save you from yourself if you want me to Hey, I was trying to get things done And I was a...Learn More