It’s a sound you can’t hear Distractions that you feel Feelings that never stay But the sights far away It’s as real as can be Manifests in front of me It’s a sound you can’t hear But you’ll see Distractions you just know Never leave But you’ll see Reality fades And the mind, it starts to wander off, and in its place is Blank canvas dream Given...Learn More

Stay awake I’m too far into it to bring myself to sleep Another second and I lost another moment I’m tired but it’s not torment The lights are too bright, I can’t What does this mean? It must be all a dream I can’t sleep Seeing God through my pillow Was the light red? Was is yellow? Be quiet, mind Can’t you see? It’s yours to keep Leave me be?...Learn More

Eyes closed, life fading away, I'm reminded The role I played, game I made for the cosmos only Supreme presence omnipotent I hold all and nothing And douse myself in earthly beings Bored My past time is the world I made wind, and rain and mist and narcissists And I've lived infinite times through each one's eyes Wealthy hedons, terminally ill...Learn More

I’ve Been Here Before Now, again We’re here, light is fading faster, days are gone, swallowed by the sky Used to seeing stars, feeling like I want to die It’s true How I wish I had said better things I know I’m so Self-critical My apathy Is fantasy Can’t let it go, staring down a well, pity overwhelming me Way up high Clouds are parting quickly,...Learn More