Feeling funny Feeling weird Starting to contemplate how difficult it would be to disappear I'm looking for you in every alleyway i see The river's flooding The paths are overrun with cow parsley I see the gravestones They're climbing out of the ground The names and dates are faded My grave's covered with weeds and rocks That's what you're...Learn More

Solomon grundy, born on a monday, christened on tuesday, married on wednesday, took ill on thursday, grew worse on friday, died on a saturday Solomon grundy, born on a monday, christened on tuesday, married on wednesday, took ill on thursday, grew worse on friday, died on a saturday I wish your house burned down while you were in it I wish your...Learn More

I'm struggling to feel real I'm struggling to feel alright But i'm not sure that if that's what you wanna hear So i'll keep quiet tonight I'll keep quiet tonight Sat outside The stars'll take care of me tonight They'll take good care of me tonight Therapy is a competition Everyone wants to be the one who says the right thing The thing is, it's...Learn More

Breathe in breathe out don't let it get to you They're gonna stare at you You give them something to look at They're gonna stare at you You give them something to think about They'll give you something to cry yourself to sleep to (carry a knife well i bet they do) (something to cry about) They'll give you something to cry yourself to sleep...Learn More

I guess you were right You're just too busy for me. I Guess you were also right about what we are: We're chemical swirls that look like rainbows; Kerosene spills causing trouble for the locals You're oh so busy drawing pictures of other men naked "they're really good." Good pictures or good men? Well i'm not so- I'm not so sure myself, maybe you...Learn More

Surely there's gotta be something more to life than playing gran turismo in bed Slamming energy drinks cus i stay up late with you You're my only friend, you're the only one i've got I could talk to you for hours and i- Every day i do You're the only one that i don't think hates me; You're the only one that i don't think hates me I'm sorry That i...Learn More

(top secret and confidential diary readings: Something about slamming doors and ghosts and self-destructive tendencies; Depression and wanting physical touch but also being terrified of it; Trying to dissect why people are (not) attracted to me through the lens of intense self-loathing; Victimhood and turning people away; Trying to figure myself...Learn More

It's been a year since i found out that you died It's gone by so fast It almost feels like nothing should've changed Everytime i feel like leaving this planet I wonder where you've gone I wonder if i'd join you I wonder where you were buried i don't know if you were buried I just keep trying to write a carissa's wierd song I just keep trying to...Learn More

Why can't you ever see the forest for the trees? Or the mountain for the sun setting behind it? The sun sets on us, and we have no choice but to accept it /// It's been a year It's been a long time coming Ghost stories keep fucking me around It's been a year It's been a long while coming These ghost stories keep fucking me around I'm not alive...Learn More