[Chorus] 'Cause I try and I cry And I lay in bed at night Wonder why, why I lie And I cannot be polite And I go like woah-woah I just made uh-oh And I go like woah-woah I just made uh-oh [Verse 1] I try to drown myself in dirty water [?] cigarettes on somebody's daughter [?] to the ones who make me smaller I'll [?] of my own father Should've kept...Learn More