[Lyric] 2022 (Lnely Juan)

[Hook]
I just turned 20
But I don’t wanna live
I be living in my head
That’s my wonderland
I don’t wanna kill myself
I’m still hanging in
But if I ever let go
I hope you understand
That

I just turned 20
But I don’t wanna live
I be living in my head
That’s my wonderland
I don’t wanna kill myself
I do this for the fans
But if I ever let go
I hope you understand

[Verse 1]
Lil bitch I’m toxic
Can’t ever love nobody
My flaws shining through
Overshadowing all my qualities
Feeling like a narcissist
Now I gotta be selfish
I can’t help it
The pathway I need to take is for myself
And I can’t let myself fall
So fuck off and get lost

I’m sick of this shit!
I’m stepping on anything!
All these niggas suck
You can’t get rid of mе!
When I’m in her guts she say
“Daddy you ripping mе”
Then I spill the seed
But I don’t need no mini me
I got enough, he mimic me!

Bitch I don’t know no boundaries
So you better watch your mouth
When you speaking about me
Can’t trust nobody
That’s why nobody around me
Embracing the dark side
I let it surround me
Yuh
[Hook]
I just turned 20
But I don’t wanna live
I be living in my head
That’s my wonderland
I don’t wanna kill myself
I’m still hanging in
But if I ever let go
I hope you understand
That

I just turned 20
But I don’t wanna live
I be living in my head
That’s my wonderland
I don’t wanna kill myself
I do this for the fans
But if I ever let go
I hope you understand

[Verse 2]
This life been wrecking inside of my mind lately
Screwing with my mental, making me hate me
Abusing instrumentals
Cause that’s the only shit that saves me
From taking
This life that I really feel like erasing
I’m hellbound
Breaking bonds
I’m the reason that we fell out
Couldn’t shut my mouth
I was talking way too loud
Putting you in the middle when you not around
Didn’t stop to think about
How that made you feel
But I get it now

Suicide on my mind, I can’t get it out
The only thing that might work is taking my fucking brain
And then I spill it out
And then my brain leak
The devil made me
Can't trust no bitch
Cause all these dumb hoes played me

[Hook]
I just turned 20
But I don’t wanna live
I be living in my head
That’s my wonderland
I don’t wanna kill myself
I’m still hanging in
But if I ever let go
I hope you understand
That

I just turned 20
But I don’t wanna live
I be living in my head
That’s my wonderland
I don’t wanna kill myself
I do this for the fans
But if I ever let go
I hope you understand