[Lyric] 24 Lasting (Bratter)

I know y’all getting annoyed
Cause I say this everyday
But even when I had COVID
I could smell the bullshit from a mile away

Getting played is what I do
All this shit these hoes put me through
On the daily I feel blue
Don’t ever tell me this ain’t true

I’m probably never gonna make it big
Sometimes I wonder what I’m thinking
Maybe I should stop this shit
And just go back to drinking

Every night when I’m depressed
And dark thoughts run inside my head
Wonder why even take my meds
When it’d be easier to just leave instead

Y’all laugh at this like I’m a joke
Like I’m a fucking gimmick
And you’re probably right
I can barely make a living
Sent a track to bout 8 labels
I won’t hear back
It’s either cause I’m trash
Or I ain’t posting hoes on Snapchat

I don’t live the life they want
I don’t make the music they want
But it’s probably cause I suck
And my future ain’t bright like a watt

Some people can’t handle the truth
And if you can salute to you
It’s just some of these pussies
Bite off more than they can fucking chew

I know I started depressed as shit
But I gotta keep it real lil bitch
(Faster) Life is always complicated and I’m trying to stay dedicated
But it’s kinda hard when no one rocking with this

Don’t even got 100 fans
Will never have 100 grand
Will never be counting these bands
Just how it is, guess that’s the plan

I know y’all want me to go off
Cause that’s all they wanna hear these days
They would rather watch paint dry
Then hear a nobody express their pain
Guess what I hear you loud and clear
Y’all think this was a mistake
Y’all won, maybe I’ll see y’all soon
Sike, Journal's next but y'all just gotta wait