[Lyric] 3 a.m I Cant Sleep (Teong Ka WEE)

[verse 1]
Got a war inside my head, no cap, I battle everyday
My dad think I faking my anxiety, honestly it hurts me
You blame me got a tatts, but you never know the meaning
Don't get me wrong dad, I love you, just hate the way you thinking
I've been control by my issues like a silly clown (silly clown)
I can't take this anymore, Imma falling down (falling down)
Ain't nobody hear me no matter how I screaming loud (screaming loud)
3am I hold my tears not try to cryin' out (yea)
Show me a tube so I can buy me a Glock
Shut down the noise, locked up the door
I don't wanna be the slave of my soul
I don't wanna be a

[pre-verse]
Prisonеr of my mind
I don't even know who am I
I can't do this evеry night
I might explo' anytime
Mommy I don't think I'm fine
I tryna kill me every night
[verse 2]
I tryna kill me every night
But I scare myself to die
This is how I'm still alive
Anxiety eatin' me alive
Faking my smile everytime yea
Fuck, the bottle of pills, not even heal, nothing I can feel

[outro]
I can't I can't even sleep yea
I can't I can't even sleep yea