[Verse 1]
As I sit down and I write this
To be honest with you i really feel like shit
I feel so sick, really haven’t been feeling bliss
No real ones hitting up my phone even though we in the same zone
Homeboy Jordan checkin’ in, brother Ricky had been hittin’ the gym
OG Andy been hittin’ that good shit, yeah
Joshua should come back cause me and you had deep talks and great laughs
I remember when you had my back
Damn I miss the homeboys bad...yeah...uh...yeah…
Speaking of bad, my chick bad
But to be honest I don’t show love
I embrace her looks but I show a lot of lust
Want to call her and say, “Imma come and see you”
And I want hеr to believe that that's truе
Never meant to be rude
Feel like me and moms been distant
Yelling at me bout’ school
My body has so much anger its resistant
Never been so mad at her you gotta be kiddin’
You gotta be kiddin’
[Verse 2]
This is 3AM thoughts
Because I'm tired of these taunts
People talking’ behind my back
Many wanna pop like a gat
Matter a fact lemme pop em with that gat
I was taught two wrongs dont make a right
Eye for an eye dont seem right
I see the light in the darkness sometimes and I kinda like it
YEah I kinda like it
My cousin told me I should quit rap
I thought he had my back but the fact is
The people closest to you are gonna turn their back
That's the lack of trust
I rather lose myself in the rush of these drugs
Nights like these
I can't sleep
All this pain in my brain like cypress hill
Im insane in the membrane
Lately I’ve been feeling a little deranged
Summer 19 I was smoking weed
Like a fiend I was attracted to it like a fetus
It was the worst feeling
All the time I thought my heart was gonna burst
But I learn from my mistakes
Life is truly a gift but at the same it is a curse
But at the same it is a curse
As I sit down and I write this
To be honest with you i really feel like shit
I feel so sick, really haven’t been feeling bliss
No real ones hitting up my phone even though we in the same zone
Homeboy Jordan checkin’ in, brother Ricky had been hittin’ the gym
OG Andy been hittin’ that good shit, yeah
Joshua should come back cause me and you had deep talks and great laughs
I remember when you had my back
Damn I miss the homeboys bad...yeah...uh...yeah…
Speaking of bad, my chick bad
But to be honest I don’t show love
I embrace her looks but I show a lot of lust
Want to call her and say, “Imma come and see you”
And I want hеr to believe that that's truе
Never meant to be rude
Feel like me and moms been distant
Yelling at me bout’ school
My body has so much anger its resistant
Never been so mad at her you gotta be kiddin’
You gotta be kiddin’
[Verse 2]
This is 3AM thoughts
Because I'm tired of these taunts
People talking’ behind my back
Many wanna pop like a gat
Matter a fact lemme pop em with that gat
I was taught two wrongs dont make a right
Eye for an eye dont seem right
I see the light in the darkness sometimes and I kinda like it
YEah I kinda like it
My cousin told me I should quit rap
I thought he had my back but the fact is
The people closest to you are gonna turn their back
That's the lack of trust
I rather lose myself in the rush of these drugs
Nights like these
I can't sleep
All this pain in my brain like cypress hill
Im insane in the membrane
Lately I’ve been feeling a little deranged
Summer 19 I was smoking weed
Like a fiend I was attracted to it like a fetus
It was the worst feeling
All the time I thought my heart was gonna burst
But I learn from my mistakes
Life is truly a gift but at the same it is a curse
But at the same it is a curse
( Cnix )
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