[Lyric] 3 am (Deadfish (POL))

[Chorus]
I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

[Verse 1]
Call me a fuck up
My whole life's been a suck-up
Can't do anything right
Laying here every night
Thinking about it
But don't wanna talk
And my thoughts keep on screaming
They never shut up
And I don't want the help
I will never know why
Something's blocking the feelings
'Cause I think that's right
Oh, you know it all
Tell me how I feel
Since you love judging me
Oh, you don't know
'Bout what I'm dealing with
You don't know at all
[Chorus]
I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

[Verse 2]
Walking out and I feel like everybody is staring at me
Rеminiscence 'bout the days whеn I felt ok
Maybe I need meds to numb me out
I don't wanna take them
But I'm already fucked up
Can't just feel all right
I just can't feel ok
That's why I can't sleep at night
I won't tell no one a thing
I don't know why
Voices tell me what do
Bottle up my pain, so you
Can look at me falling through

[Chorus] 2x
I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel