Song: 50 Feet Up
Artist:  Zhan FU
Year: 2022
Viewed: 8 - Published at: 8 years ago

[Chorus]
I tried to get you outta my head
And outta my mind
Can’t get you out of my heart
And it’s tearing me apart

[Verse 1]
50 feet up
Now I’m on the top
But I’ve never felt so down
Feeling down as fuck
Now my heart is aching
By all the times I’ve tried
Cuz god won’t give me a reason
And I can’t swallow my pride
Can’t even count the scars
That I gave to myself
Can’t even count the stars
That put their life on the shelf
Drinking bleach in the morning
To try and numb the pain
I can’t think of a reason
To not blow out my brain
I just wanna go back
To the good old me
To the time I new
Who the hell I should be
Try and fuck my brain
With all the shots I swallowed
But now my soul is gone
And now my heart is hollowed
I feel so fucking stupid and retarded
Can’t do shit right
I´ve tried to talk with someone for 6 years
But the last time
I tried, got dumped, completely jumped from
Being someone I liked
To being trash up on the street
Yeah, I’m not feeling so siked
I'm anxious around people
What am I doing wrong?
Can't talk while I am sober
So I wrote you this song
I no longer feel happiness
Like I’m on antidepressants
My stress is back
Panic Attack
My heart is doing
Jumping jacks
[Chorus]
I tried to get you outta my head
And outta my mind
Can’t get you out of my heart
And it’s tearing me apart

[Verse 2]
I wish I didn’t care
Wish that you’d be here
Wish that you’d never appeared
I need to get cleared
Every time I'm lonely
Everything feels gray
Don't wanna hear another word
Cuz it´s always the same
Nothing here seems re-
Motely worth the feel
Of being without you
Just take another pill
“Don't give up”
I'm trying
“Don't give in”
Just let me let go
Guess that I’m just another pet here
At a show
“We are all here”
Dumbest shit I’ve heard
Cuz last time I checked
That’s just empty words
Yeah last time I checked
No ones there for real
Cuz you’ve got problems too
And speaks for appeal
[Chorus]
I tried to get you outta my head
And outta my mind
Can’t get you out of my heart
And it’s tearing me apart

[Vers 3]
I’m sick of all fake fucks
Smiling back
So damn self-absorbed
Fucking maniacs
So damn two-faced
You’d think you watch a play
Magnifying things
It’s like their foreplay
No damn question
Why I miss you so much
Why I miss your mood swing
Changing touch
Only un-conditional
Love I’ve had
The only thing wan-ting me
To relapse

[Chorus]
I tried to get you outta my head
And outta my mind
Can’t get you out of my heart
And it’s tearing me apart

( Zhan FU )
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