[Lyric] 6.19 (Gosinicc)

Verse 1:
My whole life, I have seen
All my friends abandon me
It’s hard to chase what you believe
If no one sees the light in me
Once were friends, turned enemies
Memories turn to tragedies
I close my eyes, so I can see
The light that’s left inside of me
Mute my mind so I can breathe
Cause I won’t be the end of me
Past mistakes prevent the sleep
My future seems to frighten me
Cut my throat. Spill the blood
The world is dark. The world is dark
Kill the thoughts. Kill the pain
What the fuck is wrong with me

Chorus:
I’m alive
But you’re all dead to me
I was young
I was so happy
But life went on
And fucked my purity
I shut my eyes
No one’s here but me
The world is dark
I’m blinded by mislead
When I am gone
Who will grieve for me?
When you’re alone
Thoughts can be frightening
But life goes on
For dreams I can succeed
Verse 2:
Life goes on
Life goes on
Death has come
Death has come
Life goes on
Life goes on
Death has come
Death has come
Life goes on
Life goes on
Death has come
Death has come
Life goes on
Life goes on
Death has come
Death has come
Life goes on
Life goes on
Death has come
Death has come
Life goes on
Life goes on
Death has come
Death has come
Life goes on
Life goes on
Death has come
Death has come
Life goes on
Life goes on
Death has come
Death has come
Chorus:
I’m alive
But you’re all dead to me
I was young
I was so happy
But life went on
And fucked my purity
I shut my eyes
No one’s here but me
The world is dark
I’m blinded by mislead
When I am gone
Who will grieve for me?
When you’re alone
Thoughts can be frightening
But life goes on
For dreams I can succeed

Bridge:
This whole worlds a heartbreak
Crashing down around me
Everyone’s a zombie
I can’t trust nobody
And you don’t know just what it’s like
To live a lonely fucking life
When you don’t have to care at all
I spend my time just losing my calm
Living through the teenage dream
Having fun excluding me
Living irresponsibly
Blocking out all the ones that you’ve fucked
Verse 3
I’ve survived through all I've seen
It won’t be the death of me
I’ll pursue what I believe
And try to kill anxiety
Screw the people I don't need
Cause true friends won’t abandon me
Unlock my eyes, so I can see
The road that lies ahead of me
Remove the plug, so I can seek
The song that lives inside of me
And to the past I can’t delete
My future will enlighten me
Drop the knife. Kill the thoughts
Keep it calm and carry on
Stop the blood. Save the heart
Am I dead or am I lost?