[Lyric] 90 Below (The Thought)

[Intro: Marcus Lee]
Can I call in?
Can I call in today?
Can I call in?
Just Today?

[Verse: Marcus Lee]
I could never really understand it
Never had place, I was always damaged
Staying state to state, did they ever plan shit?
Swear my parents took me all over the planet
First day of school was always a panic
Which one these motherfuckers gon' get all this anguish?
Remember on the bus, I would sit and be angry
'Til I picked up the pen, now we speaking my language
Talk about lane switch, I'm watching my language
I'm cool as penguin, I grew as sage while all my homiеs were taken
And I'm still doing things that I ain't proud of, but hеy, man
As long as mom mom pray for me (Throw me an amen!)
As long I got paper, know I'll be okay man
Oh Marcus, Naïve lil Marcus
You didn't even know you were developing your sharpness
It's a Sharingan though so you gon' have to see some harshness!
[Chorus: Marcus Lee]
And I wish I would have known
All of the battles I would have
Faced in the unknown
All on my own
This world is so cold, yo
It feels like 90 below
I think that I need a coat, or maybe I need some hope
Could you write me a note for today?

[Verse: J Soulstice]
Yo, I need to know, really I need to know!
Lately been needing hope, wishing she didn't go
Why did you have to leave me? Feeling like no one sees me
To me, nothing came easy, had to learn to just be me!
Too many doubt me, I can't doubt myself
I mean, sure, I took losses, but I found myself
At least I can say I know more about myself
Surviving what I thought would kill me, time to crown myself
Feeling like Bruce Wayne before he became Batman
Had to learn that there were some things that I can't plan
Unless I want my heart broken, see it in a CAT scan
Wolverine, Jean Grey, X-Men, last stand
Letting go is one is one of the hardest lessons
What makes you happy? That's like the hardest question
To answer in this lifetime, wish there was some guidelines
Had to re-do timelines, am I in my right mind?
[Chorus: Marcus Lee]
And I wish I would have known
All of the battles I would have
Faced in the unknown
All on my own
This world is so cold, yo
It feels like 90 below
I think that I need a coat, or maybe I need some hope
Could you write me a note for today?

[Verse: The Thought]
Could you write me a note?
'Cause I haven't stopped crying since the time I awoke
My fight or flight was provoked by a list of my triggers
It's a wonder I can float as I drift down this river
It's cold enough for a shiver but I don't even notice
Got a hole in my liver so I just go for the Colas
Got more sofas than Kota, and I'm a friend to the cobras
Tend to sit quite still as I battle my focus
I like to cope with the Lotus, I call her "Mary" and breathe
Give me hope in darkest moments, like the carried ID
I'm wary of IV's 'cause I heard they come with poison
Not as high as me! Feeling like the shepherd of the chosen
But I'm frozen over, it must be 90 Below
Thought I saw a four-leaf clover peeking out of the snow
Just a little plastic soldier that was sneaking in prone
I can't even roll me over, so just let me stay home!