[Lyric] A Constant Psychosis (Zhan FU)

[Verse 1]
Waking up with anxious thoughts
Am I dead or am I gone
Shitfaced, blacked out drunk again
My mind starts to work at 10
Fucked up tho, and shitfaced still
And my body’s feeling ill
Throwing up to get reboot
While my mind’s still feeling mute
All my senses are so numb
When the evening finally comes
Starts to drink too feel again
Watch me drown and stiff my brain
Like the stars, just look alive
Always feeling sleep-deprived
Fake my smile, my day, myself
Fuck my life, I can’t love myself

[Chorus]
I’m like a dear in the headlights
When my thoughts kick in
I’m like medusa in mirrors
My body’s so stiff
It’s like my body’s in coma
But my mind’s on drugs
I’m in a constant psychosis
But don’t want help
[Verse 2]
Waking up, I’m wasted still
Thinking I am mentally ill
Think I’m tripping, somethings wrong
Soon I’ll sing my last swan song
Evеrything is moving man
Staring at the seeling fan
Look, my eyes on LSD
Lost track of rеality
Walls are moving, creeping in
Trees are breathing, visions thin
Try to think straight, but I’m lost
Slow my mind at any cost
Overthinking every word
Overthinking shit I’ve heard
Give me shots, I’m not okay
Watch my mind just fly away

[Chorus]
I’m like a dear in the headlights
When my thoughts kick in
I’m like medusa in mirrors
My body’s so stiff
It’s like my body’s in coma
But my mind’s on drugs
I’m in a constant psychosis
But don’t want help
I’m like a dear in the headlights
When my thoughts kick in
(When my thought kick in)
I’m like medusa in mirrors
My body’s so stiff
(My body's stiff)
It’s like my body’s in coma
But my mind’s on drugs
(My minds on drugs)
I’m in a constant psychosis
But don’t want help