[Lyric] ​a conversation with god in diaspora (Still_Bloom)

Force it, pill it until it hurts
Glass shards embedded in my nerves
Force it, pill it until it hurts
Signs of death all around
Can't tell what's worse
Half-lives burned away
Or sleeping in the dirt again
Back to nothing
Vicious circles, the same routine in the end
Pulling stitches through my skin
Writing my name in cement
Reaching out into the blue
With fractured fingers
Embracing the pain like a long-lost lover
We walk together
Give me a taste
Give me a taste of what it's like to suffer
Beyond myself
I want to know what it's like
To eat the hurt of the world
To bring us to life from dust
Forming a faceless grin in rust
And sweat, and blood, and love
I can't't give this up
I am alive, i am alive
Whisper the noise of
Whisper the noise of absolute terror
I can feel time slipping away
Every day is getting worse but
I find comfort in consistency
The only thing that hold me together
The pain drives me forward forever