[Lyric] A Degree of Engagement Gold Pandas Marriage Star Slinger Remix (Anomaly)

[Verse 1]
What a convenience, now what a pain, that we live in the same town
I could use help fending off these demons, Waiting on the day for you to come back around
Like the world works, like a merry-go, but I don't believe in tales of fairy, though
Man, I gotta man up, clear my throat, when they play our song on the stereo

Sanity is strained, heads a mess
Lost in this game, I ain't ever played chess
Caught up in the corner, and I'm always in check
Trying to catch my breathe, but, man, I'm so stressed...

...But I know I'm so blessed
Keep the reasons, for breathing, deep in, my chest
Don't remind me to count them, I know calculus
We have ups and downs, the world's mountainous

But I know there's no one above me
Watching over me, just loving me
Or down below us, hunting me
Trying to damn my soul cause he thinks its funny
These kinds of thoughts still trouble me
When I'm thrown back to sea, cause she wasn't that hungry
Can't hold still, hands shake like bumble bees
Heartbreak always humbles me

[Bridge]
Take a deep breathe... Take a look around
So many ideas but they change form like clouds
& they always so far out of reach
So i day-dream that I'm laying on the beach

Take a deep breathe... Take a look around
My thought bubbles pop, drop down to the ground
I'm stitching together my fingers so they don't slip through, my future is ripping the seems
'Cause All I do is day-dream, I day dream

I day dream, I, I, I day dream
I day dream, I, I, I day dream
I day dream, I, I, I day dream
I day dream, I, I, I I I

I day dream, I, I, I day dream
I day dream, I, I, I day dream
I day dream, I, I, I day dream
I day dream, I, I, I I I
[Verse 2]
I'm sorry, to interrupt, can you hold on for a second?
Shes actually, texting me, I've got to respond to her message
This phone, I know, she's the only, reason I check it
I'm lonely and she knows me, to know I'll never learn my lesson

She's pulling at my heart, bending all the strings
In parallel lines, I'm confined, I can't sing
Mixed up my pitch, my notes, my thoat, it stings
The rest of me is strong, but I just can't protect this thing

The phones off the hook, while I find the right self-help book
To cure my, insecurities, I've got this whole shelf full
My composition's like choc-o-late, my self-esteem is meltable
My disposition is semi-sweet, well-being's not so healthful

I wasn't always like this, shit got changed when
You said you'd change my life & just stained it
A spotlight on my life, you'd be famous
I'm aimless I can't adjust to changes

Life was a symphony I was so well tuned
Never imagined I'd be visiting hell soon
You booby trapped a tomb and I fell through
I feel so numb, but I felt you
If we never had contact, maybe I'd survive
But I'm stuck here on contract, sucked into your life
Can't combat those eyes, wishing I were blind
So I can finally leave you, leave me, alone, goodbye

[Bridge 2]
These last few weeks, I'm on top of game
But whenever I hear your name, time stops, heart drops
Dating again is just a blend of more of the same
It's not a complaint, its a warning, move on

These last few weeks, I'm on top of game
But whenever I hear your name, time stops, heart drops
Dating again is just a blend of more of the same
It's not a complaint, its a warning