[Lyric] ‘a night.m4a’ poem. voice memo from 08/2017 (Sigourney Ackermann)

[Chorus]
I lost my shit tryna write about you
I lost my shit tryna live without you
I lost my shit tryna think about you
I lose my shit when I think about you
I lost my shit tryna write about you
I lost my shit tryna live without you
I lost my shit tryna think about you
I lose my shit when I think about you
I lost my shit tryna write about you
I lost my shit tryna live without you
I lost my shit tryna think about you
I lose my shit when I think about you
I lost my shit tryna write about you
I lost my shit tryna live without you
I lose my shit tryna think about you
I lose my shit tryna think about you

[Verse]
And I swear to god you ain't gon see me
When I walk out this door
And I swear to god you gon' leave me
If I just leave it open
And I know you say that you love me
Just so that you can please me
And I know you don't want to see me
When you a room away
I feel like that, you don't want me
You just say that to taunt me
You know it gets in my head
And you know that you really haunt me
When you not even dead
Even though it feels like you are
This pain is just left unsaid
All those times I was left on read
My thoughts are just full of lead
That I just run through a pen
And this pain is just written in ink
But still can never be read
And you know that I'm feeling blue
And I end it on "love you too"
[Outro]
And the room just gets all quiet
The room just gets all quiet
The room just gets all silent
You know-know what you doin'
And you swear to god you gon' riot
And I swear to god I'm gon' riot