[Lyric] A Thousand Reasons to Cry (Beyond Chaos)

I don't remember how it happened
All I remember is that I want to forget
Damn be the day you came
Damn be the day I met you

Many come and go, with you is always like this
Life don’t forgive the weak ones
In fact, life don't forgive anyone

Dont't be afraid, this will all pass
Let the past in the past
Don’t be afraid, you can also change
And that you don't get stuck in eternal nights

Suicide thoughts, loneliness
All that you searched for is here now
But tomorrow is new day

As if it wеre the last cigarettе, the last breath of hope
I won't wish you luck, 'cause luck we wish in the game
You are being born again
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional
Stop hurting yourself, you're made of flesh and bone
My defenses are down

I have no medicine but only hope, like a miserable
Deep scars were opened again
It's like death comes to see me every night

What have I become?
I feel so guilty for what did I do to myself
I knew hell and God didn't help me
Please, take my hand, please help me out of here
Excuses are no longer accepted, a broken heart, a nameless soul
Just someone who stayed behind, just someone with a thousand reasons to cry