[Lyric] Absences (Oscar Merry)

[VERSE]
Facing death without a crutch
The bottle held me up by putting me to bed
And taking was never enough
Throwing up my conscience into a kitchen sink
They say growing old is tough
But not growing old is harsher don’t you think?
Say I can’t make this up
Say you’re so sorry it doesn’t mean
Anything

[Chorus]
Hold me down again
Clawing absences into my skin
Is this all it takes
These will be the happiest days I live
But I’m so ashamed
We’re all lost anyway

[VERSE]
All I wanted was one more day
He was never yours to take
More, I need more, give me more
Until I’m less
heaven blessed
[Chorus]
Hold me down again
Clawing absences into my skin
Is this all it takes
These will be the happiest days I live
But I’m so ashamed
We’re all lost anyway

[OUTRO]
Hold me down again
Hold me down again
Hold me down again
Hold me down again