[Lyric] Abuse (Eagle Owl)

[Pre-Chorus]
It was a rough time
I can't take a pause
I would just stand there like I took a pause
I was crying like I was in a war
It all just started when I was four

(Chorus)
It was rough at the start no one really knew
I had my doubts and had my costs
I don’t really how to be true
I just want to get rid of my knots

(Verse 1)
I never had childhood like most do
I was abused you want to know who
I got Intimidated, in the past
It really did define what it caused
I was bullied from night to day
It never really stopped until today
From physical to emotional
That’s why I’m pretty antisocial
(Chorus)
It was rough at the start no one really knew
I had my doubts and had my costs
I don’t really how to be true
I just want to get rid of my knots

(Verse 2)
Even when I went home I was abused
No one really knew that I was abused
From mental to even physical
It all just started when I was little
You trust the people that were closes to you
But I really don’t cause it’s all abuse
Im not even lying cause its very true
I just wish I can make it reduce

[Bridge]
I was slapped from the closes to you
You wouldn’t think that when I told you
They even almost left me frozen to death
But they only got me cause they wanted to impress

(Chorus) (x2)
It was rough at the start no one really knew
I had my doubts and had my costs
I don’t really how to be true
I just want to get rid of my knots