[Lyric] Addicted (J)

[Intro]
I think my biggest fear other than dying is not being able to love anymore
Because, love is the most important emotion for you to have
Without love, like, your life has no purpose, and if your life has no purpose, what do you do?

[Verse 1]
You say you're addicted
Addicted girl just wait 'til you see the real me
You say that you love me, say it to my face, you just wanna feel me
You say that I'm crazy, but you're even crazy for saying you need me
You're losing your feelings, I'm crying for help, can anyone hear me
All of our love is turning to lust
You play with my heart, don't know who to trust
I'm crying in pain the drugs are a must
My happiness turned into frustration
My body is achin', my innocence taken
I thought I picked right turns out I was mistaken, you left me forsaken
You left me alone to burn in the cold, you wanted the sex I just want you to hold
Mistakes I've been making just say that I sold, our story is over nothing to unfold
I'm running in circles this shit never ends, I keep holding on but you wanna be friends
You say we'll be fine, but I wonder if I'll ever see you again. Damn
[Call]

J: Yo sorry man I can't come, um, I'm taking my girl out for dinner tonight
??: Ayo man no worries, uhh, which girl?
J: Sorry, what?
??: Which girl you taking? You got like 20
J: Oh, uh

[Verse 2}

Distractions galore, don't know what they're for
I need to get you off my mind
Giving up hope, all I do is mope
I don't think I'll ever be fine
I'm dating more hoes, they take off their clothes
I don't even know their name (Damn!)
It all feels the same, the lust and the pain
This circle of endless shame
Need someone to ignite the flame
Can't live like this it's all the same
Need someone to show me they love me and let me love loving again