[Verse: JXSHUA]
I’ve seen you first hand, right in front of my eyes
Searching for a high that you know just couldn’t provide
A lifetime of a lifetime, but who am I
To tell you what to do and not to do?
I’m just a guy
I’m only nineteen but I’ve seen things that no one should see
My mother laid out pale, attempted to OD
Willing to die for something that’s only gonna be temporary
Searching for a high that is so fucking unnecessary
But soon it’s over and you’ve forgotten what’s happened
With your son sat there beside himself, taking on all the damage (man)
Some years later, haven’t heard from you at all
Got me here thinking like, do you even remember me mum?
My aspirations?
My dreams?
Or what the fuck I’m doing?
Studying, working full-time
Tryna make it with music
All of which you influenced
You the reason I do this
But when I think about you all that comes to me is, “who’s this?”
I’m tired of seeing someone I love get caught on drugs
Not knowing when enough is enough
I’m tired of the pain and I’m tired of all the sorrow
I’m tired of not knowing if my mum will see tomorrow
But still, you’ll pop those pills again
To never feel again
Thinking it’s healing when reality it’s killing (damn)
I don’t want you to throw your life away (nah)
I just don’t want you to die today (yeah)
I’ve seen you first hand, right in front of my eyes
Searching for a high that you know just couldn’t provide
A lifetime of a lifetime, but who am I
To tell you what to do and not to do?
I’m just a guy
I’m only nineteen but I’ve seen things that no one should see
My mother laid out pale, attempted to OD
Willing to die for something that’s only gonna be temporary
Searching for a high that is so fucking unnecessary
But soon it’s over and you’ve forgotten what’s happened
With your son sat there beside himself, taking on all the damage (man)
Some years later, haven’t heard from you at all
Got me here thinking like, do you even remember me mum?
My aspirations?
My dreams?
Or what the fuck I’m doing?
Studying, working full-time
Tryna make it with music
All of which you influenced
You the reason I do this
But when I think about you all that comes to me is, “who’s this?”
I’m tired of seeing someone I love get caught on drugs
Not knowing when enough is enough
I’m tired of the pain and I’m tired of all the sorrow
I’m tired of not knowing if my mum will see tomorrow
But still, you’ll pop those pills again
To never feel again
Thinking it’s healing when reality it’s killing (damn)
I don’t want you to throw your life away (nah)
I just don’t want you to die today (yeah)
( Jxshua )
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