[Lyric] Affection (Mishelb)

[Verse 1]
Love, hope
And all these things with which I really can't cope
All these things that I can't get enough of
All these things affect me and it feels wrong
Yeah it feels wrong nah

I could fall in love within a hour and then take a week or two to reproduce all my power
I could look you in the eyes and plan our present to demise
Think our future through and not even consider your side
I'm mostly planning things I know that can never really occur
Hoping for the best, yeah, well. That's not really what's going on
I know I said I'm hopeful, but in this case
I'm just playing strong
I know some things affect me too much and something has to be done
I know I'm handing the remote to the things I should control and I need to prevent this fall before it spreads to my vital organs
I know I need to act fast if I want to outlast the despond and dependence that come along as toxins
I know that at times nothing of what I do will make a sensible connection with the truth and while I'm well aware that's true I'm not entirely in control of everything that's gon' ensue as a result of being under the effect of occult auras. Seen and felt by not a single soul but mine. You think I'm fine? Well, so do I. Just feeling not so concentrated every single time I stride and every single time I try, every time I get sidetracked. Tell me if I get it wrong
Uh, what was I talking about?

[Chorus]
Affection
Under the influence and it doesn't sieze
Don't know how to put me to peace
Affected by the things that don't miss
Affection
Exhausting all of my energy
I need something to distract me
Can't live with my mind overseas
Affection
Affection
Affection

[Verse 2]
Let me ask you a question:
Have you ever been in love or was it just blind desperation
Have you felt that thing inside that made you act like a bastion
You don't wanna give it up and lose your possession
But I can just certainly inform you that you miss a piece of what you think is already undoubtedly a finished puzzle. If you turn it over you will see another side of it you've never even thought of and you'll be surprised to find out that it's not as pretty as the front and not as obvious to all and all of it's invisible. Only to you 'cause for everybody around you it couldn't be more visual, and as you fall, yeah only then you'll understand its consequences in its full
And I could fool you into thinking that it doesn't do no bad and that there is no other side but I won't lie 'cause that'd be foul
And I don't wanna see it influencing people just the way that it did me 'cause I know where it later rolls
Nowhere good, no one should get there
To the point where you can't live without that feeling anywhere
To the point where it will take the wheel and drive you insane
Stray off the highway
No time to delay
No way to restrain
You just need to train yourself
To block a feeling you know will not hold the limit, gotta know how to relieve it, you know that it ain't redeeming
It hurts you more than you think
More than it helps, that's for sure and I know it's a thing
That you don't wanna give it up 'cause it just feels comforting
But mostly those are the things that cause the most invisible grieve
The pain and the misery
Just know that it's your feelings that control the state that you're in


[Chorus]
Affection
Under the influence and it doesn't sieze
Don't know how to put me to peace
Affected by the things that don't miss
Affection
Exhausting all of my energy
I need something to distract me
Can't live with my mind overseas
Affection
Affection
Affection
(Affection)