[Lyric] ​after you (ilymental & blxty)

[Intro]
(Seven)
(T-T-T-Tears)

[Chorus: mental]
I could never hate you
Doesn't matter what you do (What you do)
I know that you hate me (Hate me)
Usually I hate me too (Hate me too)
Tired of complaining
But I don't know what else to do (Else to do)
Tired of explaining
Every wrong move I choose (Move I choose)

[Verse 1: mental]
Feels like I've lost every reason
Nobody else to believe in
Think I've got too many secrets
So I keep sleeping and dreaming
That once for a change I could feel something else
And it pains me to stay with the cards I've been dealt
I could keep moving forwards and look for some help
But I'd rather exist with just you and myself
[Verse 2: blxty]
So baby tell me, what hits harder then my words?
I'm sick and tired of explaining so you first
I still can't find it, so I can't tell you my worth
So baby tell me, would you feel the same if you were hurt
Like would it work?
Would you find me useful or would I be like dirt?
And maybe it's just a process, one that I can not process
Bang my head in the wall and you won't tell me I lost it
Please just tell me I lost it

[Chorus: mental]
I could never hate you
Do-Doesn't matter what you do (What you do)
I know that you hate me (Hate me)
Usually I hate me too (Hate me too)
T-Tired of complaining
But I don't know what else to do (Else to do)
Tired of explaining
Every wrong move I choose (Move I choose)