Song: AfterSheLeft
Artist:  Nick Kopel
Year: 2021
Viewed: 36 - Published at: 3 years ago

[Verse 1]
I think about her every day
Like if there was someway I could have convinced her to stay
But what can I say
It is what it is
It’s just that I miss
Feeling loved
Cuddling and kissing
Missing you all day to see you at night
Miss staring into those eyes
You were a wonderful surprise
Sharing my French fries
I felt like I won a prize
I definitely had my flaws
But cause of you I knew I wanted to live
I had someone to give my full attention
We had some old love connection
She also had affection
But I remember whеn I was messing up
Not believing in us
Likе everything else I fucked it up
Started pouring liquor into a cup
Told my demons what’s up
But I got out
Finally figured it out
But I guess it was to late
A couple months later
You said you were moving to Florida for a clean slate
I pushed off the weight
But deep down I couldn’t stand you being in another state
But I kept my head straight
I knew it wasn’t up for debate
I await your return but I think I can confirm it ain’t happening
It’s just me rationing
Me imagining
But it’s okay
Because of this rap shit I’ll be traveling
I wish you the best beautiful
I hope whoever finds you is beyond suitable
But truthfully I won’t be happy til you’re with me
Until then I get over it by lighting this tree
And listening to this song
Imma stay strong because I know I’m the one in the wrong
Maybe I’ll take three hits from this bong
[Verse 2]
What the fuck do I say after that
I’m sorry we didn’t chat much
We just used to touch
You were my peace
All I looked forward to after working with grease
I don’t remember much with my bad memory and all
But every second I had with you no matter how small
Felt like the world could end
And as long a I was spending it with you
I didn’t care
Hold you while I run my fingers through your hair
Stare into space and think as long as I can see your face til my dying day I’ll be okay
But what do they say
If there’s a will there’s a way
I pray I can go back to those days
You were the one I wanted for a family to raise
I literally saw it
I could have probably drawn it
Actually I couldn’t
But you get the picture
It was clear as day
Hugging you while watching the kids play
Going down the hill on their sleigh
I lay down and try and forget
Like it’s too late to regret
But you deserved my breathe
You have a reserved place in my heart
That will always be apart of me
I actually almost killed us
Going 70 around a turn
I definitely learned my lesson
But I will always question
Why we survived
I blacked out
Wasn’t even able to stop the car
But I walked out without a scar
I think she has one on the inside of her lip
Thank you for not jumping ship
Right then and there
I don’t know many times I told you I was sorry and I loved you
This shit is tough to say
Because I push it off every day

( Nick Kopel )
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