[Lyric] Again (L24)

[Producer Tag]
Elevate, this mix sounds mad

[Intro]
Yo, listen
Yo

[Chorus]
All this pain that I feel I wanna get high again
Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again
Ima die before I ever love and trust again
Back to where I started, cause I'm rapping about the pain again

Pain is all I feel hurt is all I feel huh
Demons in me still I could get you killed huh
I keep it real they keep it fake so they pretend
I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again

[Verse 1]
They say that love hurts
I guess I love pain
The way I love is unconditional, I need to change
Cause they don't really love you till you're dеad or getting paid
Came from the trеnches I had to hustle it was the only way
We live it, shawty got me tripping
I lost my heart to the streets but I still tried for women
I'm a tug but I don't mean that I got bat intentions
I needed love but they don't wanna give me no attention

I gotta, black heart with a sad soul
My head hot but my heart cold
I overthink till the sun goes
Now it's 4am, I'm high so I don't lose control

The devil holding me down like I'm in a choke hold
If I'm holding you down I swear I never fold
If I'm holding you down, just know my pain attached
You know I been through the struggle, I don't know how to act

I swear I don't cap
I put my pain into my music, I do that real rap
I'm smoking cali cause it's me against the world, I feel like Tupac
Put it inna spliff, I smoke it all so she know that I really mean that

[Chorus & Outro] (2x)
All this pain that I feel I wanna get high again
Up in the sky, see my grandma and say hi again
Ima die before I ever love and trust again
Back to where I started, cause I'm rapping about the pain again
Pain is all I feel hurt is all I feel huh
Demons in me still I could get you killed huh
I keep it real they keep it fake so they pretend
I got love scars, they love to do me dirty again and again