[Lyric] ​all my dreams (Sasha Allen (US))

[Verse 1]
Last week I was talking to my therapist
I said, "I think something's wrong with me
'Cause every good thing going on feels wrong and to be honest
I feel anxious constantly"
And yesterday I saw you out in the city
It's funny how you act like I still matter
I can't help it, I'm rethinking everything
After finding out you're such a good actor

[Pre-Chorus]
And I remember elementary school
And everything I said I'd do
I remember being eighteen
No motivation but everything to prove

[Chorus]
Now all my dreams are flickering in front of me
But I can't seem to gain control
'Cause all I see are people surrounding me
Who I don't even speak to anymore
[Verse 2]
And I know I'd be proud of myself
Look at me, finally figuring it out
At seventeen I'd be freaking out for me
So I can see myself that way now

[Pre-Chorus]
But it's like perfect puzzle pieces
It's true that it was worth being patient
But I'm still in the habit of complaining
And I'm still biting my nails while I'm facing

[Chorus]
And all my dreams are flickering in front of me
And I have to convince myself I earned it
'Cause all I see is my insecurities
I don't recognize this person

And I've been waiting for a while
And though I'm better than I was
I thought something like this could fix everything and
Not just cover it up