[Lyric] Alone and 19 (Ambria Eln)

I don't drink but I wish I did
If I had a glass I'd feel better than this
Alone and 19 isn't my best friend
Self loathing here I go again
Lost myself in the year before
I had you but now I want more

If I could be young and sweet and a dancing queen
Maybe ABBA would write a song for me

Blow out the candles make a wish
I made a wish but life's the same as it's been
Blow out the candles make a wish
I close my eyes in hopes of changing all of this

Did I do a bad thing telling you my wish
Not usually superstitious when it comes to this
Growing pains in my eyes from before
Crying myself while laying on thе floor

If I could be young and sweet and a dancing queen
Maybe ABBA would write a song for mе
Blow out the candles make a wish
I made a wish but life's the same as it's been
Blow out the candles make a wish
I close my eyes in hopes of changing all of this

I don't drink but I wish I did
If I had a glass I'd feel better than this
Alone and 19 isn't my best friend
Self loathing here I go again